Dear Open,

I have in the past few days been struggling with a tightness around my throat. And it mirrored to me very interestingly. As the world goes mad about Covid, I have been treating a little boy with an infection that started in the left foot. And then spread to the chest. It's a bug that's well known but a slightly, more insidious strain. And it got him near Deaths door, before the antibiotics brought him back. This ignited feelings of not being good enough and a Failure within me that I suspect also come from Sirius. I seem to carry such blame and grief.

(The baby is much better today AFTER I have felt into this deep emotion).

On a very different note, something seems to have shifted today. As I was remarking to my dear friend Marye, it's almost as if a trapdoor has opened up in the field. A possibility that I did not perceive thus far. Not sure what's that about

Curioser and Curioser :)

Lots of love to all

Megha