Dear Open,

I have been conflicted about posting this for a variety of reasons probably including karmic. But what you have been posting has resonated so strongly with an experience Marye and I had that I just HAVE to.

3 days ago, Marye and I just sat together in meditation. As I was keeping a space for her I 'saw' her as a bionic human.. Meaning I could see how her spine and half of her brain had been rewired into a metallic suit. The person was Marye indeed, as I knew. Also in my knowing was that this was on Sirius.

As Marye felt into all the sensations, a lot of grief and rage were uncovered. As was a deep sense of feeling like one part of her body was controlled from the outside. There were many more elements to this particular happenstance but this seemed to be the one to share. (All with her permission, of course)

I made a heartfelt connection with members of her star soul family (?) who began what sounded to me like a rewiring process. In my seeing, I saw green tendrils of a plant surrounding and growing into the suit side. ( which as I am writing seems to symbolize making the inorganic, organic)

I am not a facilitator, so for me this experience was fantastical. And the grief was real too.

When we talked afterwards, I learnt she has a Masters in AI ( What are the odds)

There was a bulb flickering in my living room throughout the session. It flickered back to light when Marye said something about me having done facilitator training in a past life, which was very interesting.

I had originally thought of writing you an email, but feel like I need to share this with a wider audience. Hopefully it helps move stuff.

I also have a feeling ( and this could just be innate stubborn optimism) that by doing this we are somehow dissolving the energetic basis for this to recur.

Curioser and Curioser

Megha

For me, deep grief I have come to recognize as Sirius grief came up.