For the last few days I have been waking up in the middle of the night and feeling a lot of intervention in my field. At times it had also felt sexual and needing some sort of completion. I have been receiving some reflections of white influence in the field. Yesterday I went for a community gathering and could clearly see this energetic influence creating conflict and control. I think the effect of this energy in my field is needing to control reality, fix, strategize and plan. Maybe the truth inside the energy is working diligently towards a vision but not fixating on it. So having more of a fluid approach towards it. In the last buddy group session I could feel this influence as heaviness around the crown and third eye influencing the mind. When we worked on illuminating some key aspects like fixation of relationship and identities, the energy left quickly. Interestingly even though the interference is around the head breathing and singing around the lower chakras helps to release this energy. When the energy leaves I get various inflow of higher dimensional aligned energies which feels beautiful and loving. I think its helping in restoring some inconsciouness around external relationships, resources , stability etc.
Yesterday I saw an interesting synchronicity. As we were walking out of restaurant I spotted this discarded unusually carved Buddha statue. It was the statue of a starving Buddha. Immediately afterwards I saw 1111 on a number plate ahead of us which reflected the sense of rightness of the experience negating the slight doubt and regret which was in my mind. I think the synchronicity speaks about the karma of being a monk and how that is influencing how I perceive reality.