Paul, you are defintely not contaminating the space. But while reading your post I had thought, why the path has to be so tough often as I'm also not on the bright side of things for a few days now. The mountain seems too tall for my mind sometimes. Yet when things get clear in a few days, I'm not ready to swap what the love I feel and the lessons and realizations I had for anything in the outside world.

Open, I just want to let you know, how invaluable these articles are as they provide a timely reminder and anchor me to the immaculate space within.
The biggest challenge I'm facing nowadays is lack of trust in the divine. I may have mentioned it here directly or indirectly before. I think I had more trust in the initial days. Though the density was hard there was this underlying belief that it was for a divine purpose. This I can't see nowadays. When I have density nowadays I easily chose the fight or flight mechanism. I could also relate to the other article you wrote, wheres your loyalty in this shift? I can't honestly say, it's in the new world because I get carried away by the 3 D requirements and sense of lack easily. There is a lot of resistance to this change in loyalty within me, maybe because I thought this woudnt happen. I remember years before, someone quite evolved mentioning here that he gets envious by the people around reaching higher in the corporate ladder and I found myself thinking at that time - why would anyone feel this way having found the divinity within. Now I'm at that exact position. I take my hat off to everyone living the shift within relationships having family and kids. Being a bridge in this world is no easy task!

To top it all, I have severe digestion problem and constipation and this has been going on and off for a almost a year now. I wonder if I'm missing the lesson in this one.

Good day to all

Vimal