Hi Eric, Jen, Marije - great to have you tune in.

What I feel to reflect is 'spinning in circles' - going through similar processes, round and round again. Especially and even though we know the truth, but are subtly trying to avoid it.

It may sound a bit blunt, and a bit hard, and a degree unpleasant. But I know what it's like, having been there myself.

There was one time when I was pretty stuck and found it hard to make a choice in either of two particular directions - like you Eric, things would build, and then fizzle out. Things were kind of okay, but not where I knew they could be.

It's then that I realised I didn't necessarily have to make a choice. The key was to really deepen in the process and place that I was then at - to deepen into all the emotional and mental crap, that so want to tie people into the matrix. And so that's what I did. And I found rather than going in circles, it started to spiral deeper. The situations seemed apparently the same, yet they were becoming more intense and confrontational - they needed to be. It was progressively catalytic. Then the situation reached a crescendo and exploded. It had to. From that moment, the choice simply unfolded itself, and became clear.

I'd say the key to this is (if it applies to you) to first (1) be honest about going around in circles. And then second (2), assuming you want to break that, then go ever deeper into the cycles. Dig through all the sh** that comes up. Without forcing choices, become core splittingly honest with those around you and of course, with yourself.

Life will change this way, and greatly for the better.

And I know that people so often feel alone. If awakened people all just hung out together, it would be oh so much simpler (I guess!). But then we wouldn't understand the challenges and inertias - the grey areas - of living in families and careers and with that level of resistance to the flow.

But I can feel us all gathering, in the ether at least, and then in the physical too, somewhere down the line.

Wishing you all well - big bundles of love coming your way.
PS - as I write this, I'm on cliffs overlooking the ocean and with a heard of cows grazing around. They keep going around and around in circles, but chewing the grass ever deeper!

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