I just saw some parts of the David icke video. It's eye opening. What I can really feel is a sort of helplessness in the face of all these. How can I even begin to comprehend, communicate these to others. How can I even relate to others around normally especially in a community where I live. When people say to me, the lockdown is devastating peoples livelihood but it's all for the betterment of humanity, what could I possibly say other than just to nod along. I feel that I have been running away from this feeling just wanting to fit in and belong. It must be true because synchronistically I saw a deer running away from me when this thought came to mind. I don't want to run and paradoxically I have found its when I become true to myself that I can relate more authentically towards others. I can relate this feeling back to the awakening days when I started to discover truth of how the world operates but it came with a huge relief of being unshackelled from the constraints. Nothing like that. On the positive side I'm locked down in a perfect place close to nature and I have been enjoying the holidays I have been having but yet falling into old ways of self limitation. Time to unshackle myself from those!

PS: the other video in the article is not available as yotuurbe has taken it off. I wonder how long will the David icke video will be available.