Thanks Megha for your last comment,

it speaks very strongly to me, depicting the exact process that is very present to me.

I'm witnessing those two disparate streams in my daily life, which become especially obvious when I am faced with the sense of belonging to any societal structure/relationship. There is a part of me that still feels "cast out" - and due to my own conditioning it's experienced as the feeling of rejection in the partnership. Therefore, there is a tendency in me of "the guru syndrom" in the name of holding the responsibilty for the spiritual development and well being of another. To me it's trully a lesson about learning a balance in expressing the loving care for another being and holding an open space for the sovereignity of their own choices (that is especially difficult, when I consider the choice of another as "not in allingment"...)

In some situations the rigidity of my mind keeps me locked in my own conditioning. As the Avalon Rising is happening in this moment the freely flowing part of me would wish to be sitting in the container and awakening to the sense of interdimensional connections. Nevertheless, my current identity is still living in some other story, sitting alone in the safe corner of my own house. Processing what feels to be like karmic knots, I am unravelling into the actual truth, that is conatined within the notion of Guru. I am looking forward to the day, when the illusion of freedom is basically taken away from my mind, and actual liberation of one's Soul might simply flow through...in all moments of my life.

I wonder, how much of these seemingly seperate streams can one truly merge as the bridge, would be curious to hear how the unravelling works?

Also best wishes to everyone at the gathering, there is no doubt to me that "heavens" are streaming through Open...

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