Dear Open,

Through the last few months I have this feeling as if I want to embrace the Reptile within. I can't explain in words exactly ,but after so much journeying and processing as well allowing authentic anger to flow through me ,I am feeling the power of the reptilian in the 3D. I have ,through experience and observation seen how this power unless tempered by a soulful connection is used for rampant over indulgence and destruction as well as manipulation on the emotional level.

However ,I am attempting to allow it to tap into it. Now I am extremely Pleaedian ,feminine in my essence. Nurturing and empathy is very natural to me. However ,I seem to be called to integrate this very masculine polarity by my circumstances. Stating my truth uncompromisingly with force not aggression. Placing firm boundaries. Being responsible for resources and their management . Being conscious during intimacy . Of course I fall off the bandwagon a million times. And tend to occasionally wallow in being a victim ( as I wrote this I suddenly had a sense that it's the Pleaedian karma of having been victimized for their light ...and how it's playing out through my life)

A month ago I was contemplating something in this regard and I think I let go of unconscious judgement against the reptilian energy . Something beautiful happened. I could feel the energy release rising through my energy field and a celebration in the ether . It was magnificent ! And it in turn completely changed the relationship I have with my intimate partner as I was able to open my heart to him . It has prompted a sudden softening of his energies .

( It's interesting how much of my journey is making sense as I am sharing these words right now )

The journey ain't dull folks . Not in 3D ,or 4d or all the vibrations in between :)

Megha