I experienced some grey influence being dispatched from my field in the gathering. I remember, I have been this intervention karmic experience from early childhood especially when I have fever.

Just after the gathering, fever kicked off and I'm finding it incredibly challenging to be in the midst of all that. I think it's because, as discussed in the gathering, we are moving through a high energy transition period where we are caused to let go off all the old ways of thinking and attachment to body mind and the physicality.

While I was shivering with cold and fever in the middle of the night without getting sleep my mind could only ask the question - why is there so much sufferring!? The most challenging is when the mind is trying to compute why did I create such a situation and how can I fix it!? Well I know fixing it is not a permanent solution. Today morning I woke with another question - what have I got to lose?! Nothing actually! I know at soul level I have asked for this experience and at such times the only options really we have is to surrender. Surrender all intentions, needing reality to be a certain way and have the courage to take it one step at a time.

I think I have identified with this grey energy amplifying and distorting the intellect to get what it wants or avoid any uncomfortable experience. Maybe this is how we let go and heal these distorting influence at a cellular level, and be comfortable in the uncertainty and unresolution and trust that it will make much more sense in the immediate future.

Vimal ✨