Dear Open ,

I am writing this after processing yet another karmic layer of the pain of abandonment kicked off by relationship dynamics . After feeling into “ everything is finished ,there is nothing left “ and equalising with the pain and discomfort of “ I am absolutely alone “ something shifted. It’s like something came alive in my field after two days of deep diving into toxic sludge . I communicated with my friend about how I was feeling as honestly as possible and something moved. Like I regained a portion of energy and love I was reflecting through him into the field . In my energy system I have started to see energy as crystalline colours now . After 2 days of intense deep processing something came alive. I was called to move and dance with this new energy and also remove old leaves on the vine growing in my bedroom to allow energy to move to new buds .

And somehow it seems to connect into Ra and reclaiming energy out of a defunct system though consciously I cannot explain how . I am feeling anticipation. The anticipation of someone waiting to play her role in all of this ( as grandiose as that may sound !)

Deep bow to all the Openhanders connecting with this movement . I am feeling so ALIVE !

Megha