Hi Open,

For me the rainbow tribe is a place where I can be who I really am , connecting with soul sisters and brothers in terrestrial and ether.

Things are changing quickly. The last ascension exchange has opened many blindspots in the way I relate with people.

Relationship 🚢~ I'm completely exposed in my current physical existence. Iam not financially independent. So in my relationship there is a dependency. My partner pays most of the bills. And what's my role? I might be supporting in certain ways , I don't know. So there is a clear pressure (what I have felt) on me to be something else . So I digged the roots. It was an idea of an ideal Relationship which been carrying by the womanhood through out ages. Maintaining Relationships. Who is trying to maintain? It felt like sitting on an activated volcano. When I let it go, tears flowed out like lava.

I'm not love and light. Most of the time I'm in density carrying all the pastlife entanglements (including intervention) on my head. I'm not that all accepting , love pouring feminine. I'm sorry, I can't be that romantic icon of your dreams.

Men around me : I have been observing for a few days that the men ( also women who has strong masculine energies) not that appreciating what I say. It's like , oh' girl we know more than you. Of course, they might have more experiences , but does that mean I"m wrong. There is no intention in me to prove or get validation from them. I'm just having a conversation with them. I'm Curiously watching it because it happened with a few more men ( masculine). Why am I creating it? Is there any aspects in me which Im not ready to look into or am I being reluctant to see new insights?

Thank you

Soumya🌸