glad to read it resonates Vimal!

I always found it very enlightening Open how you described OC and its workings. And I believe very necessary because in true spiritual growth there's no room for denial.

It's just that I discover that through the years for me personally I've come to a point where I had to drop the idea of anything outside myself attacking me. It's a change of perspective but important now for me at this stage I feel. Some years ago it was valid: I had to come to terms with the fact that OC existed, was real within my field and on this earth. It was mind-blowing to me and triggered so much on so many levels! But now I realise it's all me and that pointing to anything outside myself (including people of course) is keeping me in victim-mode. If I'm honest I have to recognise that all this time I was afraid to open up to life. I was afraid (and still am) that if I did it would cost me dearly and would cause me great suffering and maybe death. Now I feel that was just a believe all along and now I can open up because it's safe. But this is what's relevant to me right now. I think it depends on what lesson a person is trying to get at a certain moment.

Hopping between densities,

semi-Grey Appie.