Open, Tigger, Alex!

Thank you so much for all the incredible info and for your perspectives. I am deeply grateful for your support. I'm going to feel my way through this and what feels right for me at each step of the way. And go from there.

These past few days I have been feeling into why Candida has become more of an urgent issue for me at present that is calling out to be addressed. And I have been feeling into the reasons around my daily behaviours and why I consume what I do. So your most recent post truly resonates, Open. Overall, I'm feeling that I've been consuming to avoid confronting my source pain. I'm beginning to get into this now with Kim during our facilitation coaching sessions. What my source pain is and feeling deeply into it in order to let it go. Our most recent session was very enlightening and transformative. The rabbit hole beckons for me to go deeper and deeper. It all fits that I'm prepared to rise to the challenge of letting the comforts go at a time when I'm committing to fully embrace my source pain in order to transcend it. It seems that at every turn these days, the mirror is presenting significant challenges. Yesterday, I was day dreaming a lot and was wishing life could be easier. This morning I woke up and felt the warrior energy of Crazy Horse around me. He has inspired me before during times of hardship (Tigger, thanks for tuning me into him again). I was thinking about how we die to our old selves continually every time we confront our pain and let go of our attachments and walk into the light. The ultimate freedom is choosing to follow our soul's pull even if it means death. This quote from Crazy Horse as he was preparing to go into battle popped into my mind this morning:

"Hokahey. It's a good day to die."

xxx Catherine