Are you feeling a degree insecure and overwhelmed right now with all that is going on? It's entirely understandable and okay. It's because the construct of the old 3D reality is bending and buckling right under our feet. It's ready to shape into a new iteration of the Old 3D Paradigm.
At the same time, the New 5D Paradigm is also taking shape, but it is much more fluid than the old 3D reality. So you may feel like you're standing on shifting sands yet grasping at clouds in the sky!
Recognise it. Don't try to fight it. Let go. Allow your system to be informed and reorientated in a different way. Allow your senses to recalibrate, with much greater fluidity and expanded awareness. You can do it. You were seeded for this. But there has to be this transformation of your form. The Lower Self must reshape to meet the Higher Self - forming the Merkaba.
You may at times feel like you're going a degree crazy. You are not! It's just hat your reference to reality is transforming into a more fluid multidimensional landscape. Just let it all flow. Expand. Feel. Trust. Tune into higher dimensional guidance - soften how you apply it in the lower dimensions. In time you'll come into a new hybrid state and all will be well again.