I am writing in hope of some advice. I was invited to participate in some training workshops by a psychic/medium who claims to have access to many guides and galactic entities. I have enjoyed her energy before - but when I attended her information night, she directly received a channeling about risks to my child that may come from the training (hitchhikers may attach to him via me).
She told me that everything will be fine, and that this was part of his growth too. But it sent a huge wave of energy down my back (not fear/panic but this other energy I have been feeling - which I have been separately told by someone else is my awakened Kundalini energy. I feel this hair raising energy down the back of my neck and down my spine when I hear certain "truths" or hear past what people say. I only get this sometimes. I have no idea what it is. Any thoughts?).
She told me that I have "gifts" - but I have never had (or can remember) any experiences with Spirits or psychic capabilities. After some thought, I have decided to not proceed with her courses.
I do want to be at a higher consciousness and have been on a path to understand this better - but I don't want to learn to channel spirits or be open to entities as such. I have posted this to ask for advice/thoughts and open discussion about this approach. I would like to better understand the connection between being at a higher consciousness and being then open to spirits and entities.
By way of background, I am Australian but from an asian family - we definitely believe in spirits and entities, and that people can channel them. I was brought up with a very healthy respect (fear) of them as well.
I am wondering if I am over-reacting from fear and conditioning.
Thanking you all in advance,
yours in love and confusion.