I have the blessing to feel, see other people's energy blocks and can harmonize them. On the way on the path of realizing this and acting upon it, I have had my share of traumas in life. I was ready to plunge into situations that would bring about changes within and had so much energy that I could pull through them, finding the roots and changing them, becoming a better and more honest person within, following my heart.
Somehow recently, as I am learning more about how to help others, I am faced with my own behaviour and reaction patterns that I find really difficult to pull through, in the area that is the toughest for me - relationships, or rather, finding the "right" man, being sucked into the energies of feeling devastated, rejected and "down". Even if I am working on locating the pattern, going into the past as far as possible - used to work for me - I am just feeling energetically wasted. I don't know how to handle my own energy blocks.
What can I do?