It is the first time that I write here. I was reading all messages and all questions about the five gateways to understand how I can continue. I always looking for the truth. What truth? Well, the truth that can answer my all questions about life, god, why I'm here and why I can feel many things.
The five gateways could answer it for me. I really understand now the universe and why I'm here. I'm now at the ascension. I like to say that I'm at the stage of compreension and change. It's really magic. I can see and I can understand all of it. I can feel this energy call me back as never before showing me all about the real truth. I always was linked with the spiritual world, but now I have the real compreension.
But I'm habing some problems to continue. The "ilusion" of this planet is strong and I have some dificulty to continue for the next steps. My job, my family, my friends sometimes make me forget all about it. The five gateways says that I need to change my old and bad behaviors. I had already started it before to know all about it.
For example: I am vegetarian more than one year. I felt that I needed to change it in my life, but I didn't have support of my family, my wife or my friends.
It's so hard that sometimes I forget the ascension and go back to the "ilusion".
What can I do about it? How can I continue for the next steps with no support of people around me?
Better energies for all