In reading the 5Gateways book that arrived recently, I'm realizing in Gateway 5 that I have had so many of those gifts in operation long before I started to awaken. How can that be when I'm just certain I'm only at the beginning of Gateway 2? It's very obvious I still need to remove more of the karmic and shadow parts, which the book says can take years. That's really a downer that it could take so long, but I know the surrendering is very important. I don't even know yet how to find those karmic events or what they are.