I am standing here
at a crossroad in time
Here.. I want to know myself
the deepest, highest truth, my truth, just me
Not just absorbed from this long journey of life
that gathering of knowledge of other peoples opinions and ideas
the profound exploration of humanity's questioning
It just isn't enough
that collection of knowledge explodes in my head and transfigures itself, little by little
Like an expansion, like the child through the birthing canal of life
There is pain, deep pain, that infuses through me to uncover
transmute, to break apart, to Open
Like a pearl hidden within a clam
there is pressure exerted to open that shell
but there is also the strongest longing to know the pearl
the pearl ..not of knowledge but of wisdom
Waiting patiently within
Connecting with nature brings messages in the breeze through the trees.
They speak a message of change, of transformation
Just listening, just listening...
What's MY truth?
What's My truth?
What do I really feel?
Maybe I'm just stubborn
Don't want to feel controlled
Just My realisations.
Grow my own seed and watch it flourish
Growing, changing, adapting, learning from 'mistakes'
Strengthening that connection with each step
Feeling my own truth
Hear my own soul's deepest whisper.
Stronger stronger, like a stream flowing downwards
Rushing, gushing waterfalls
A re birth, baptism, an initiation
Cleansing, renewing, rejuvenating
Pouring forth through each cell
The crystal clear clarity as the waterfall rushes through my being
Awakening the soul
Like a shining star that twinkles from the heavens
Constantly lighting the path
It's just the clouds that dim that light
a momentary covering
A moment of reflection
To encourage finding and connecting with our own light
The cloud's pass and there it is
That light was there, ever constant all along
Until I Know myself