I would like to ask about opposing consciousness. I had very recently asked "show me" about palpitations I have been having - these have been continuous for months but I never believed they were a physical defect. Yesterday morning when I awoke I found myself thinking about Buffalo - something that said "buffalo will help you stand your ground". Prior to this, months ago, I dreamed that the palpitations were when something/someone was trying to dominate me energetically (opposing consciousness?). Anyway, I asked buffalo to help and the palpitations disappeared immediately. It's amazing, I have never really been aware of animal energies like this. When I think of buffalo, well its pretty solid and strong :) I saw a buffalo lying down in Yellowstone part years ago and immediately burst into tears like I was finally seeing an old loved friend. Today I started doubting this buffalo help and felt fear and doubt creep in.
This morning I woke and was thinking about how I seem to doubt anything and everything that flows into my life. I have decided to eat plant-based only, the day before yesterday, and suddenly there's my friend/ex partner saying he would like to do this too, although he's doing it from a body-building/fitness/health angle. He then offered to pay for all the ingredients for lunches and dinners if I would prepare the food, which he will pick up and of course I need to prepare these foods for myself anyway. This is amazing because I am lacking in funds at the moment (partly because I realise I doubt everything). So I have money freed up to get my child-minding business going instead. This morning I started to doubt this - too much work, too tied in, he's my ex etc etc. Suddenly I thought whoa, is this the opposing consciousness? But then this feels so like me! I haven't realised it before and I have talked myself out of a whole lot of flowing opportunities! How can I tell what is genuinely flowing in from the Universe for me and what is not so helpful?
Thankyou for your time yet again. Am finding my way gradually :)