If I am not the ego, then am I the soul? If I am not the soul then what is the soul and what is it's purpose?
If I am not the ego or the soul then who or what is it asking the questions?
Does the ego only ask questions or does the soul ask questions? And how can you tell the difference?
If I am not the soul, am I the observer? And who is asking the questions on whats being observed? Is there anything beyond the observer? And can I reach that place by simply observing? If I am none of things then what am I?
I have been meditating recently and invoking feelings that I feel I need to work with, and I wonder who is it that thinks I 'need' to work with anything? Is it just the ego keeping itself in business? But I also know that I can't just tell myself I am already whole and complete and just observe an that's it because it doesn't work.
How do you I hold two seemingly opposite energies at once? So I invoke a feeling I feel that I need to work with, and I become the observer of that feeling, so then its seems as if the feeling itself dissolves because the observer is neutral and non judgmental of the feeling, its just watching it, so then the feeling dissolves, but how do I know I have felt the feeling enough and not just dissolved it? As it seems that it is impossible to hold the relative 'issue' and be the non judgmental observer of it at the same time?
I'm confused! Any help very welcome.