Deception on the Spiritual Path and How to Overcome It

Submitted by Open on Mon, 01/13/2020 - 05:09

Humanity is waking up from a grand deception, that has been propogated through the surrounding energy field by an Interdimensional ET Intervention so as to suppress and control. But since the Galactic Alignment of 2012, the roots of this 'matrix' have been unwound from Gaia at the deepest levels. Right now however, is not the time to get complacent. The Intervention knows its time here is up, and is now spinning all manner of deceptive 'time lines' - bubbles - of 4D consciousness, in a last ditch attempt to divert people (eventually off planet) into a new synthetic reality based on Smart and AI, when humanity's authentic destiny is into the New Paradigm of the 5D.

But with the razor edge of profound self honesty, this deception can be unwound in your consciousness and overcome. Here's how.

The Nature of Opposing Consciousness

For some its hard to imagine I know, that in the ‘Matrix’ field all around us, there are deceptive entities that can be collectively called an Opposing Consciousness. When you expand into the fourth density, if you truly question the nature of what you find, then you’re bound to experience it. It’s an alliance of various ET groups come from across the cosmos to exploit the earth's resources and human genetics - it's essentially been working to hybridise Homo Sapiens so as to make him more susceptible to their distorting energetic influence. Their agenda has been to create a synthetic reality more commensurate to their frequency and desires.

By the use of energetic implants it streams an alien consciousness through body and mind, which then gets interwoven with authentic soul frequency. Until you're inwardly focused, it feels like all the impulses of thought, feeling and emotion you're getting are 'normal' behaviourisms - but not all of them are. Hence the massive over exploitation of the Earth through excessive consumption and addiction, with scant regard for the environment and other sentient life. When you step back and take a look at the big picture, this has been happening on a pandemic scale.

Waking up to this at the intellectual level is just the beginning. Humanity can most definitely overcome it and dispatch it from within. Essentially it requires the commitment to focus internally, tune into the soul, and to follow it, come what may. The soul is felt as a sense of 'rightness' and it will guide you to authentic beingness, opening gateways of Right Action. If you align in this way, then you start to strip off the intervention frequencies. It is able to influence you less and less. And you become able not only to dispatch it from your field, but from the field around you and in other people too.

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Intervention and the Toroidal Flow

Shortly I will get onto techniques you can apply in daily life to break out from the hidden agendas. But firstly we must be clear what these are. Because the Intervention has most recently become very sophisticated in its approach. The Interventon Alliance has been uprooted and fragmented by the infusing benevolent frequencies. However, it is now blending into the spiritual mainstream and spinning all manner of deceptive 'time lines' so as confuse and divert.

Be especially wary when you encounter the approach of intentioning a new 'time line', or intentioning any kind of new reality. Even if it appears on the surface to be benevolent or desirable. Linear time is an illusion or else a bubble separated from the natural flow. In authenticity, the flow is all happening in one moment. The space-time-continuum is constantly reshaping and morphing in this one moment of now - the past is unravelling through it and the future already beginning to land in it. The Intervention is skilled at creating a reality bubble through planned time lines that it projects into people's consciousness as an intention, which detach people from the natural flow.

The intervention approach is aimed at retarding the authentic Toroidal Flow of the Universe, to which you are meant to be an integral part. The Toroidal Field creates WITHOUT INTENTION. It simply happens, and has done so since consciousness emerged from the singularity of The One. It is natural in you and will simply create when not retarded. Implants are used by the Intervention to disconnect people from it, and likewise they work to interrupt the Torus in a given location through collective thought implantation - intentioning desirable futures and time lines for example. They are very skilled at it, but where you unleash the Torus in you, they're able to exert less and less influence. Your Torus, and it's place within the natural Flower of Life, is restored. You break free of the control and it feels like coming home.

Exposing the Hidden Agendas

It has been said that the most effective deception is that closest to the truth. And it appears this is the principle upon which the intervention has been working.  It now knows its time here on earth is drawing to a close. By a convergence of galactic and solar alignments, together with a concerted effort by benevolent groups from across the cosmos, it has been uprooted, is being unwound and will be progressively dispatched from the earth. Plenty of the wayward entities are also realigning and coming back to the universal fold, which is heartwarming to witness. But there are still several other groups continuing to create synthetic misaligned reality time lines. For example, trying to divert the Ascension into a 4D bubble.

When you first access the 4D, it feels expanded, timeless, loving and connected. You feel like in that moment you've become enlightened. But this is only the beginning of the journey. True enlightenment is being able to be in the Void of Presence, AND being able to stay aligned in the natural flow in any given moment. You're centred in the soul as a feeling of 'rightness', flowing in the moment with the natural underlying movement of life, supported by a streaming flow of signs and synchronicity. This is the essential difference between the 5D flow and the 4D bubble.

Here are a number of different strategies I've witnessed emerging in the spiritual mainstream in a covert attempt by the Intervention to divert people from the natural realignment (please note: I am not saying teachers and guides are propagating this intentionally, but that an influencing energy behind it is):

Varous Intervention Strategies...

False Love and Light:  in realising judgment is limiting and to witness the beauty in all life, plenty are being deceived of applying true discernment. 'Acceptance' and unconditionally loving has been diverted into acceptance of anything goes. And so there is an encouragement not to set accurate boundaries based on an interrelation with the natural flow of life - in relationships for example. It creates a disconnected sense of inertia, which feels okay, but is not truly evolving and growing with the flow.

Non duality bubble: the mainstream has long picked up on the truth that in the absolute, there is no duality. So the idea is that your individual story is unnecessary can can be dropped. However this is quite distorted. To experience true non-duality is to be in the source where there is no experience at all. A natural toroidal flow happens from here, experienced in relativity as your soul. For experience to exist at all, the two have to co-exist: you can be in the presence of non-duality AND flowing as a unique soul. The intervention plays on the non-duality distortion by getting people to drop their own unique expression and slip into inertia. It's not about dropping the story, but dropping the drama about it.

Setting Intention:  there's an entirely natural impulse that arises through the soul to be a certain way in any given situation - "being is the change". Right Action naturally arises from here, to which we focus mind and body to bring it into fruition. However, 'setting your intention' before hand, actually cuts across the natural flowing energy of the moment and the intention itself, when held in the mind, can be read from the 4D by entities that subtly influence to divert into an alternate reality construct - a bubble of love and light for example.

Dumping Karma and Removing Chakras: two new distortions that have entered the spiritual mainstream are simply dumping karma by 'healing' intention and 'removing the chakras'. Karma is the natural effect of unresolved aspects of soul, which is the very journey of enlightenment itself. It's an energy which provides an inavluable signpost on how to realign. Chakras are consciousness exchange points of the soul into the bodymind field, which naturally disappear at full Enlightenment, because the convolution in them has been resolved out and harmony restored. To prematurely remove karmic energy that creates the eddy currents there, which provides the feeling of the chakras, is to remove key indicators as to how to work in order to find realignment.
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No Requirement to Reincarnate: the intervention is working to harvest souls by creating bubbles of 4D consciousness into which souls are unwittingly drawn. It then strips out the karma (and karmic memory), before inserting the soul into a synthetic reality time line based on intention. This is known universally as 'harvesting' souls. Reincarnation is the natural cycle of life through which the soul learns, integrates, evolves and grows.

The Raptor Consciousness:  is about reveling in the false sense of abundance of materiality. ‘Manifesting Abundance’ can fall into this particular trap. It may feel like everything’s clicking into place in a material sense, but it's often because there is then an alignment with the matrix of excessive exploitation of natural resources. If spiritual success comes quickly, it’s often a false dawn.

The eco-friendly bandwagon and healing the earth:  it’s entirely natural to want to apply greener and more environmentally conscious ways to live - it's essential to reconnect with Gaia. Yet so often, it’s still about how we can shape a more sustainable future for mankind (and the entities Homo Sapiens is hosting) - it's still human centred. Instead of aligning with the greater good of all sentient life on planet Earth. There’s still the falsehood of wanting to control environments rather than trusting Gaia to do what she does best. The great cleansing of 3D earth leading to the new paradigm in the 5D/6D/7D is her healing.

Free Energy:  nothing is free! Every cause has an effect. Even if we magic energy from the Zero Point Field, we have to create the machines to do it and then widespread tools and gadgets to benefit from them, plus you're channeling extra energy into a system that is meant to have its own harmony and balance. It risks another false dawn, falling into the camp of continued earth exploitation, rather than needing less, and discovering that less is more.

Smart Technology and AI:  to me, there is a very clear Opposing Consciousness agenda to accelerate the technology race to take humanity out into space, particularly as we move inexorably towards the culmination of the Shift through the upcoming Solar Nova Event. I do believe we can benefit from improved technology, but certainly not at the expense of planetary harmony with all life, nor our own destiny of self realisation. Technology has so often become a tool to distract and divert.

False Disclosure: it is wonderful that the veils over our multidimensional reality are falling and humanity is realising some of the various ET groups out there, some of which are friendly. But plenty are still trying to control and shape humanity's 'new' future 'time lines'. Be wary of being blinded by ever spinning, new intellectual stories and landscapes that distract your attention from the sovereign source of your own soul within.

What makes people susceptible to Intervention?

Lack of self honesty:  this is born out of attachment to the need for an outcome (such as to be successful or accepted). We can hear the quiet voice, but deny or ignore it.

Spiritual glamour:  you may have processed out a good deal of ego. Yet an imposter of the soul hides behind the mask of ‘expressing joy and uniqueness’, ‘helping lots of people’, ‘healing the planet’ or ‘spreading love and light’. But be wary of the subtle gain of ego hiding in the apparent selflessness.

Lack of trust:  not trusting in the flow of the universe and how cosmic consciousness unravels disharmony or injustice. So there’s still a latent desire to try to ‘control things in your own hands’ rather than aligning with this cosmic unraveling.

Judgment: when ever you judge another or project some kind of judgment onto them, not only are you witnessing your own shadow, but you actually open a channel for the Opposing Consciousness to flow in on. It can attach to that behaviourism in you and gain energy from it. Hence it's essential if you feel judgment, to look at what the external reflection might be telling you about your own shadow side and to unravel that.
Check out this video on Owning Your Shadow with the Law of Attraction

Hidden desires:  there’s an authentic soulful yearning to fulfill divine service. But so often, ‘imposters of the soul’ hide within these desires, because we’re not fully satisfied with the Void of Silence — the abode of the absolute.

Not facing your wound: what also happens a lot especially in social media groups, is the propogation of drama, sharing ones pain out to a wide circle, like an emotional fizz on the surface, which is a form of self derailing avoidance. Instead there's a requirement to go deep into the source pain to equalise with it in order to process it out.

Insensitivity:  especially in internet social networks, the spiritual journey risks becoming more an intellectual exchange of ideas — ‘research’ — rather than deep inner realisations through meditation and internal processing. There’s a looking for surface level satisfaction rather than the persistence of going deeper.

Lack of patience:  the universe takes its time to unfold in its fullness. But society has conditioned humanity to quick and expedient fixes. Ever greater depths of patience help the soul to fully embody, which then shapes reality authentically.

Personal Example of How Intervention Works

Profund self honesty will always help you mediate accurately through the various deceiving influences that are happening through the field. Here's a personal experience of mine...

Following a soul-exchange incarnation, I recall finally realising my true sense of self here and being guided to a benevolent ceremony on the Glastonbury Tor to embrace my new name "Open". It was deeply moving, yet in the midst of it, an energetic frequency came in which felt a degree dissonent, but acted benevolently, so I entertained it. The energy made it clear to me that I could manifest whatever I might want from the field. I'd drive into a town for example and all the traffic lights would turn green to allow passage. It played on the natural sense that things effortlessly create from the soul. However, another essential aspect of the soul is the 'ray 4' (see the 7 rays of soul consciousness); that which blends with the reality in which you're engaged. I realised that the excessive intervention frequency was overiding the interests of other sentient life around me. Working to be profoundly self honest about that, and watching for signs and synchronicity to support the authentic flow, the inervening frequency could be seen and felt within. I was able to eject it simply by will. Following which, I became able to weave a higher dimensional 5D flow into this physical reality, but also to respect the reality, and thereby dance with it, flowing in and around it.

5 Key Approaches to overcoming and ejecting Intervention

1) Become the Toroidal Flow: first and foremost is to explore one’s own being ever deeper until you break through into the Void of infinite potential. When you find peace and contentment just the way things are, without need of change them, then you become less susceptible to the glamour of a quick fix. Furthermore, the natural Toroidal Flow starts to build within and around you - it is natural kundalini reactivated. Any entity in the field around you cannot ramain in that spontaneous movement of flow - it is the antithesis of control.

2) Test the soul: keep aligning with, attuning to, and testing the soul in every single moment. How does your soul make itself known to you? How do you recognise its vibration? But always keep testing this alignment against the question, “is there a deep sense of ‘rightness’ with this behaviour or action?” Watch especially for reflections in nature, which are mirroring authentic soul beingness.

3) Tune into synchronicity: synchronicity is the objective mother tongue of the universe. If we accept totally that we are the creators of an interconnected reality, which is both unique for us, but at the same time respectful of other life, then the mirror we manifest will surely tell us if we’re going astray — if what we create causes inner tightness and subtle contraction.

4) Watch for repetitive patterns: if we’re running a distortion (a conditioned behaviour), but we’re being profoundly honest with ourselves, then patterns of conditioned behaviours will manifest themselves. By the Law of Attraction we’ll draw appropriate situations and circumstances to confront these karmic limitations. Confront these reflections of the shadow side so that you may work to unravel them. The light of awareness is the ultimate key to unlock the door of realignment.

5) Profound self honesty without judgment: we all make mistakes! None of us are perfect (at least not in an evolving being sense). So if we see that we’ve been caught in some kind of deception, self forgiveness and acceptance is essential. There is no perfection, we will all stray from the path in different landscapes and situations. That's the way the soul defines itself in the journey of life. So if you find you've been caught out by the illusion in some way, work to relax in profound self honesty about it. It's very healing and aligning. But then come back to realigned behaviours through expression of authentic beingness.

The walls of the matrix are fragmenting

The Intervention that has so controlled the Earth over millions of years and enslaved Homo Sapiens within it is now being unwound. This is happening by a cyclical galactic cleansing mechanism, which will purify Mother Earth in the 3D and elevate Gaia into a New Paradigm in the 5D. It's an invitation that is open to all and the natural destiny for mankind. The Openhand way to overcome the derailing intervention and ascend into your natural birthright, is to work to restore the natural Toroidal Flow within your field. For each of us, this is an interrelated part of the universal Flower of Life - you have your own entirely unique expression, interwoven into a majestic tapestry that is miraculous to behold. There's simply no need to control or intention this. It will happen entirely of its own accord when we let go of preconceived intention, resistance or denial of our authentic truth.

This realignment is also open to those entities that have been involved in the Intervention, it's wonderful to witness plenty letting go of the fruitlessness of trying to control life and coming back into the universal fold. But we must be aware that there are still several other dissonant groups out there with an agenda to harvest souls and draw them into an alternative synthetic agenda on some other world or in the 4D or both.

When you come into the Torus, you explode the illusion of fixed and limiting 'time-line' realities. You come into the infinite potential of the moment, where life spontaneously creates from this open freedom. All we have to do is let go of the need of a particular outcome, yet step boldly into the one that is clearly presenting, as supported by the natural mother tongue of the Universe - streaming signs and synchronicity. What you thought was reality will start to bend and shatter. You'll find yourself escaping the bounds of the merely physical and shaping in concert with the natural flowing miracle. It feels simply divine!

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Such a beautiful article and so complete. Thank you for all the pointers, tools, and gentleness, and for ending as you did with the flow of the torus, I'm swept away and swept within. What is there to fear when we connect with our own divine natures? Where is there to go? It's all right here, right now. I read this beautiful quote from Swami Krishnananda of the Divine Life Society yesterday: "Life is blessed. It is not a curse, as many may imagine under difficult circumstances. The kingdom of heaven is a blessed area, and we are in it." Namaste! And thank you. ~Laura


Thanks for this revised article! I found a lot of resonance in it and particularly the list of what makes people susceptible to intervention was calling home. Reading through them my personal top 3 of influences would be lack of trust, judgement (particularly about myself!) and lack of patience where intervention can easily find an entry point.

The ‘theory’ seems so straightforward, like what you wrote about overcoming and ejecting intervention, but in practice I never find it as easy as it sounds! It is so easy to get caught up in the illusion that the intervention presents and so tricky to discern what is aligned and what is distorted by the intervention. Particularly for someone who has a lot of doubts like me, such as ‘this feels aligned, but what if it is actually a sophisticated distortion from the intervention wrapped in the illusion of alignment?’.


Hi Marije, what jumps out to me (screams actually!) is this that you said...

‘this feels aligned, but what if it is actually a sophisticated distortion from the intervention wrapped in the illusion of alignment?’

I think because I write about this stuff probably people think I never get caught out or never buy into an illusion, which couldn't be further from the truth. My path has been defined by the mistakes I've made. And most importantly, I've learned masses from that about how the frequencies of the soul get easily distorted.

So how will you overcome the doubt?

You have to be prepared to make 'mistakes' and accept that this is going to happen - just have a laugh at yourself  when it does!

There is no ultimate 'right' way forwards. There is no predetermined path. There is no path!

There is the revelation of you.

In which case, actually mistakes help you. And the harder the lessonsd, the more you tend to learn.

So my encouragement is to dive into the things that come up. Don't resist. But then figure out why you did it, what caused the distortion?

I've come through all of this. What I find now, often, is that I can even see the mistake I'm likely to make ahead of time! But I allow myself to make them. It's only through the experience that we learn. And I also find the mistakes are less impactful these days - I get back to realignment much quicker.

So you will make mistakes. Accept them. Get used to it. laugh at yourself, but don't judge yourself for doing it. Work to take life a little less seriously.

Wishing you well

Open Slightly Smiling

Hi Open,

Thank you for the articles and the important comment about mistakes Praying Emoji Recently I've been observing the last decade and the 'mistakes' I've made. Your lines made me feel more soft and forgiving toward myself. I want to say a couple of things.

1. (Maybe I'm wrong) About fear... I used to see fear as limiting and as 'bad'. Until I learned that fear can be a sign that something highly not benevolent is going on and my body is trying to show me because I ignore more subtle signs. This lesson came through a series of experiences and then I ran into this instrumental guitar track called 'Saved by fear':

Entities know how to turn every useful tool into a weapon and how to use what I know to be good and use as a signpost on my path as a trap to the point of almost being unable to distinguish. Experiences like expansion and pleasant states can become a diversion, whereas feelings and sensations that are labeled as something not 'divine' can actually serve at times.

2. I resonated when you wrote about surrender distortion a lot! When the feminine aspects begin to unravel it is important for me not to 'kill' the masculine. I've made a mistake and decided that since my process is about working with the feminine, than there will a be a man who will protect me during that process. So no such thing. Other people cannot be used as a wheelchair while some aspect of me is 'resting'. The balance always should be found within (I can't believe I fell with this one hh).

We know how the masculine energy expresses itself when distorted. I've been exploring how distorted feminine can express itself and what can be the consequences.

3. Syncs are amazing. A sad revelation is that OC knows how to mimic them. They know this language too. I do use synchronicity but I do not just accept all syncs blindly. The mind has this ability to find connections where there aren't any and some things can seem strongly correlated when there is absolutely no connection between them. The mind creates this out of internal distortions and related external diversions. 

That's it. Thank you again,

Yulia <3




Good to see you Yulia - welcome Thumbs Up Sign

I felt to reflect a couple of things about what you said...

When the feminine aspects begin to unravel it is important for me not to 'kill' the masculine.

I'd say that holds with all the qualities of beingness - we'll likely be working with several at the same time. So not to fixate in any one, although patterns might bring a particular one to the fore.

This was important too...

Syncs are amazing. A sad revelation is that OC knows how to mimic them.

Yes, but have you noticed the difference between an authentic synchronicity and that manifested by OC?

Authentic synchronicity tends to be much more spontaneous and in the moment - more like a flow. And it never tells you what to do next. OC induced 'synchronicity' tends to be more clunky and pointing towards things you should do.

There are several tecnhiques we've developed for combating OC induced synchronicity. A key one is to embody a good deal of spotaneity - that way you tend to derail the OC freqeuncies coming in and can actually see/feel them. That way you can lock onto them and eject them.

Best wishes

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Hi Open,

Thank you for the reflections.

With synchronicities - I didn't know to recognise which is what until I've had some experience. Also it was pretty impossible until I let go a lot of control and 'analysing-everything-to-hide-from-feelings' myself. I was not aware how much I was afraid from feeling and 'seeing' the truth, and even more - to trust myself, so I was rather blind, but still kept walking to the best of my ability :)

To tell the truth, I was oblivious to the fact how much power OC has. I thought I am smart and connected. Not until recently I became able to recognise their abilities in their full glory. This realisation almost overpowered me in itself, until I've realised that the universal flow is more powerful and that the soul is very resilient. So eventually being overpowered was an empowering experience. After that synchronicities became more spontaneous.

Thank you for the reminder about 'telling what to do"! - this is really a trademark of OC OK Hand Sign

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Hi Everyone tuning into this thread, based on the important reflections that Yulia added above, I felt to share more about the phenomenon - that Opposing Consciousness can mimmick signs and synchronicity and thereby control the flow for people. It's something to be aware of in order to emerge out. How does this work and what do we need to pay attention to?

I don't believe that generally the flow of signs and synchronicity have been fully understood in the wider spiritual mainstream. I believe a lot of it is mis guided.

Signs and synchronicity are not something to be followed, as in to be led by them. Rather they click in around you when you are on the flow of the soul - reflecting that you're aligned. The risk of following signs that appear 'in front of you, is that you might be led astray.

Consider it this way, you're a surfer riding a wave. You have to feel the nuances of the wave and be in the moment on it. You're not following it, but becoming as one with it. You and the wave become one - it feels like its flowing through you and you're dancing on it.

Riding the wave of the soul is just like surfing. When you surrender and open up to the soul, then you start to recognise and feel subtle senses of rightness coming through you. The more you attune these, the stronger they get until you become the wave of authentic beingness frequencies - this is the soul. Sometimes the sense of it can then be overwhelming - an upwelling of connectedness and rightness - in the moment.

As more of the soul infuses, then it will direct you naturally in life, in a knowing/feeling sense. As higher mind opens, you get the flash of knowing to go in this direction now. This comes from an authentic sense of beingness - this is how to be now. The flow is now building through your being and starts to mediate through the outer world as the heart-felt-pull. As you follow these inner perceptions and nuances, then you start to notice that things click in around you - signs and synchronicity reflect to you that you ARE on the wave of the soul. But you're not following these, it's the other way around - they click in around you. If you stray from the wave the spontaneous synchronicity dries up, you feel at odds, like a fish out of water. Then it's time to soften up, open and let go of the tightness boundary you just likely hit - where ego owns or resists the flow.

What OC does it mimmick signs and synchronicity AHEAD of you, to lead you down a blind alley. It feeds these in as a stream of consciousness. So you might keep seeing signs to go to a particular place. If you get this, it's unlikely to be authentic. There's a great film I came across that depicts this extremely well...

What's also depicted well in the film is how to break the intervention - it's the upwelling of soul, expressed within the building relationship between the two main characters. They are unwilling to compromise the sense of rightness they feel inside. And spontaneous action coming from the soul - IN THE MOMENT - keeps breaking the intervention, the 'adjustment'.

OC can only stay in your field if you are living out of sync with your soul - because then you're bleeding energy which they can acquire. If you're not doing this, they have to leave your field because there's no energy there for them to take - it's a streaming flow of right action.

So spontaneous action is a great way to intuit if there's some kind of interferring frequency going on. And if you suspect that an intervention is happening, one thing to do is to let go of the sense of all guidance of all creativity. This has happened to me a few times, at which point, I saw all the creative endeavours on my landscape as a chess board, which I then simply threw up into the air - you dissipate the energy. What's true, will start to land again.

And lastly, remember this, your 'mission' is not to get to any particular place. It is not to build something up. It is not to create a particular thing. Destiny is a way of being and the deliverance of the real you. If you get somewhere, broke and penniless, yet you're completely you, you won't care a jot!

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Open, thanks for the feedback on making mistakes and Yulia thanks for furthering the inquiry in relation to OC deceiving us by mimicking synchronicities. Although everything you wrote about not worrying about making mistakes on the path makes sense in ‘theory’, the idea of making a mistake as well as making a ‘wrong’ choice causes enormous tightness internally. Making a mistake is somehow very much associated with punishment for me, and can almost feel like a matter of life and death, so I suspect there is some karma to work through here. And at the same time, I get a sense that at some point a ‘wrong’ choice that I made had quite disastrous consequences for the world around me (which can also trigger an enormous sense of sadness) and that I am terrified to make such a ‘wrong’ choice again. As a consequence, I easily find myself stuck in not making a choice or taking a step at all, which still seems better than running the risk of making that ‘wrong’ choice with disastrous consequences. More karma I suppose…. And all the fear is only in anticipation of something, once I have made a mistake the fear isn’t there and I typically don’t find it that hard to acknowledge the mistake and even laugh about it.

As I am writing this I can feel the fear of punishment for a mistake getting triggered and my body tightening up around that and a sense of wanting to flee from the punishment …..

Hi Marije,

You said this, and I highlight it because I suspect you speak for many out there...

Making a mistake is somehow very much associated with punishment for me, and can almost feel like a matter of life and death, so I suspect there is some karma to work through here. And at the same time, I get a sense that at some point a ‘wrong’ choice that I made had quite disastrous consequences for the world around me (which can also trigger an enormous sense of sadness) and that I am terrified to make such a ‘wrong’ choice again.

I recall being at an airport with some few hours before the flight. Then I perceived a question, a reflection, from the usual channels that I knew as supportive guidance. The internal dialogue went something like this...

Guidance: how important is this flight?
Me: Kind of important.
Guidance: do you perceive any risk?
Me: well I suppose the plane could crash.
Guidance: yes. So if you felt there was a chance of that, would you change the flight?
Me: I felt it through, and something didn't feel right, so I went to change the ticket.
Me: I must have gone through this cycle several times, each time I decided I would change the ticket, a resonance reflected that I was okay to stay on track.

What might we learn from this?

Think about booking a flight and the cost of it. Think about the potential consequences of taking a flight that isn't necessarily in the flow. And in these terms, 'flight' could be anything which has a potentially high cost. How flexible can you be if you felt a guidance not to take it? Even if you'd spent a lot of money? Because the soul wouldn't care about that. The money is already spent. You're already in a new moment with new possibilities.

So how might you overcome doubt and fear of making a choice that might have big consequences?

I would say a good way (perhaps the only way where there is extreme doubt) is to allow yourself to make lots of choices and to let them keep changing or not happening until you expose the ego aspect that is hanging on. Feel the energy. Get inside the loop - AS IT IS HAPPENING - and break it open.

That's how it worked for me.

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Thank you all for bringing attention to the distorted synchronicity topic. I've been contemplating this in relation to some synchronicities that seemed to be either distorted in the first place, or, maybe they were aligned but owned by the ego (interpreted with a sense of desire for an outcome), which can be tricky as well I guess. I had a feeling of a place/person, but already formed a desire around it - to go there. In that moment two cars passed me; a Toyota Aygo (I go) and a Renault Megane (meegaan (Dutch) = going along) and I saw this as a confirmation. In the end it turned out I wasn't meant to go there, but to just connect internally with a certain feeling. So in a sense still 'go there', but just not physically. But I'm still puzzled. I have come across very blunt synchronicities that indeed tell you where to go and feed into ego, but this didn't fully look like that, although there still seemed to be a distortion.


Hi Hannah - when you contemplate back, was the synchronicity really telling you to go there?

To reflect an example - I was staying at a retreat centre and when I walked passed the book shelf a book fell out in front of me with a picture of the Holy Mountain Kailash. It stirred something deep inside - a deep upwelling. I'm sure the incident was inspired by external benevolent guidance. So I stepped into the exploration of it. I was taken on a beautiful journey with many twists and turns, many lovely synchronicities, but in the end, led me to Wales, not Tibet! I was invited to sit in a forest and tune into the holy mountain and embody it there.

I could have easily booked a ticket. But I tested each step along the way through feeling sense. Ending up in Wales was for sure the right choice - the aligned one.

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Nope it wasn't. Thank you for the question and story OK Hand Sign

Actually I was quite certain of the rightness and alignment of what happened. I'm becoming aware of the backlash of the mind, making me doubt things I don't really doubt amongst other things. 

Hi Open - thanks for the article. Very helpful as always. :)


The past month I found myself sitting with a very heavy energy. While in the past I could usually shift it quite quickly this time I wasn't able to do so. My energy level became extremely low, I couldn’t sleep properly, had lack of drive and the feeling of “here we go again” – why is my frequency range falling down after all the work I have done? At the beginning I thought I was processing old emotional traumas aka karma but as this went on for weeks I started having suicidal thoughts. What interesting about the suicidal thoughts was that I had no reason to have them. I find my life to be a beautiful one so why suddenly an urge of “going home”, of exiting the planet, of leaving it all at last.
My mum used to tell me that as a young child I had many breakdowns. I used to cry for days refusing to eat or sleep so they had to take me to the doctor, who didn’t really know what to do with me as I appeared to be healthy. When I tune into the memory now I know this was the age when I became aware of the timeline in which I was living in and that it was not a good one (if you don’t like drama or pain). But I stayed. So why suddenly I had a desire to leave or commit suicide in the middle of an extremely short game (yes, life on Earth is extremely short) that was just highly suspicious to me. After scanning all the bodies for the negative energy and asking “is this mine?”, my energy field vibrated with dissonance yet I couldn’t see any further.

Then one of the nights something that I used to experience often as a teenager took place. In my sleep, I felt a full force wave of fear projected towards me, the only difference this time was that I (still don’t know how) knew how to deal with it. I could stop the wave just before going into my energy field and remember saying something like: “I protest your attempted interference of my mind and free will.”  And then I said they were breaking universal protocols and that I would report them. But report them to who!? Now that I consciously try to analyse what happened that night it feels so unreal to me yet at that moment it was, indeed, a very serious matter.  

I’m trying not to judge the events of that night as I consciously choose not to have a light/dark paradigm experience and also hold no judgment on how and when a person decides to leave the planet. Leaving right now might be to avoid experiences that the soul has not subscribed to but I think most of us didn't come here to avoid life or the games that are being played on the planet, whether these are positive or negative, and it’s good to be aware of the desperate attempts of the matrix and the old system to keep the fear frequency alive.  




Hi Desi,

My sense is to explore your feelings about deep physical embodiment and might there be some resistance to that?

Plenty of star souls make the awakening journey in reverse - they're quite open to higher dimensions already, but it's the embodiment that's the challenge. And there's an intimate relation between mind and body. If the mind can be projected into by an outside source, it can control the body. However if we surrender deep through any physical fears then the Opposing Consciousness has to leave - because it can no longer harvest energy.

So my sense is to explore deep into physical embodiment and where there might be resistances to that at a mind level - they could have eminated from child hood. Get inside any loops you find and break them open.

Wishing you well

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