5D Shift: Understanding the Sirius Archetype...Including 4 Key Influences

Submitted by Open on Thu, 01/11/2018 - 08:07

Many souls amongst us are remembering glimpses of past lives in other constellations. First Nation tribes speak of 'descending from the stars'. Our starsoul heritage and karma are greatly influencing the course of events here on Earth right now. If we can gain some kind of insight on how, then it can help people rationalise what they're dealing with in day to day life, and ease the path through the karmic plane. There can be nothing more impactful than the shattering Sirius B shift of 120 million years ago. Many souls have come here to process the karma of that. Maybe you have some of the Sirius archetype? Here's an outline from direct personal experience to support your shift...

It all began on Lyra

In my knowing, the humanoid form first appeared in our galaxy in the constellation Lyra, hundreds of millions of years ago. Essentially we are all distant cousins. Population of the cosmos happened from consciousness, the natural Law of Attraction drawing related souls to favourable conditions for that particular form. Even though we are all related, we will have distinct resonances with particular constellations, due to the fact that souls will have first emerged in a particular location and have soul families there - such as the Pleiades for example

However, it is often the case that a starsoul will have spent past lives in several constellations. Usually the Law of Attraction draws to varying experiences so as to be able to learn and empathise with others. The exception here on Earth, are those purely human souls who have only recently emerged here - in comparison, these are relatively young souls that are only a few million years old. 

When contemplating starsoul origins, my sense is it's often considered 'sexy' to have emerged from the Pleiades, Arcturus or Andromeda for example, but not so much from the constellations Sirius and Orion. That's to do with the shattering impact of the Opposing Consciousness Interventions that took place in these star systems, the highly challenging karma of which, many are dealing with right here and now. Although it's something many would rather (understandably) sweep under the inconvenient rug, it is important however, to have an understanding of those archetypes, because in one way or another, they are going to be influencing all of us; if not internally, then in those we encounter in day to day life. So what might the Sirius archetype be?

The Big "C"

In a word, the greatest challenge a soul will likely face as a result of Sirius influence is "control". The Sirian populations became highly advanced technologically, especially in being able to manipulate the surrounding energy field. If you can manipulate the 4D, then you can easily control manifestation in the 3D. Life here on Earth to my mind, is heading rapidly in a similar direction to the Sirius legacy: genetic modification of the human form and sentient life in the food chain; manipulation of the weather and climate; artificial intelligence to support greater technological advancement; "transhumanism" to enhance and perpetuate the human form; exploitation of varying energy sources including "Free Energy" from the field; physical space travel to populate other planets in our solar system; and in spiritual circles, manipulating the Law of Attraction to - putting it bluntly - manifest what the ego might want. 

Although to some, such development may sound 'cool', it does not bode well for life here on 3D Earth. Nothing is free! Nothing we do is without its wider impact. The Law of cause and effect dictates that what you do to a living system, will touch the lives of ALL sentient beings in it. If you exploit too much energy in a particular way, that can render the whole system unbalanced and unstable. It can lead to disastrous and explosive consequences, as happened on Sirius 120 million years ago.
(I've shared a perspective in the Book DIVINICUS:rise of the divine human.)

To my mind, control is the biggest karmic challenge of life on Earth today. Too many are trying to manipulate the flow in some way, be it through 'advanced' technology, or by using distorted spiritual laws to manifest in a slightly more 'clever' way. It is not clever to over exploit and destroy the very environment on which we depend. Neither is it hugely evolved.

We'll gain far more by working to understand the natural flow and coming into alignment with it....

So what are the specific karmic challenges many will be dealing with?

4 key Influences of the Sirian Archetype

Essentially the influences of the Sirian Archetype mostly take place within the lower four chakras. Here is a brief outline of some of the main challenges faced. I've put them in descending order to reflect the density in which they each manifest...

4. Forming Fixed Opinion and Judgment: one of the greatest gifts of the Sirian Archetype is to be able to discern the movement of group energy within the consensus reality construct that they're incarnated into. Sirian souls tend to be highly empathic - often feeling other people's feelings and knowing their thoughts. Thus they tend to form fairly accurate impressions of someone's lower behavioural nature - why they make certain choices for example, if someone is trustworthy, and what might be being concealed subconsciously. When this attribute is properly activated, it means that souls with this archetype will likely be very successful at manifesting resources and outcomes in the physical density. They'll be good leaders and popular. However, it often also leads to judgmentalism and fixed opinions about reality, which you have to work hard to unpack.

Judgment and authentic discernment often have a very fine dividing line between them. It's highly beneficial of course to be able to form accurate discernments of the nature of reality around you and the behaviourisms of other sentient life - they all affect your path in some way. The soul can then choose the aligned flow through the multi-dimensional landscape you form. But when a discernment slips into a rigidly fixed opinion about someone, or about the surrounding circumstances, then that becomes a condemnation of reality, which is where discernment becomes judgment. This is not only limiting of those around you (because of the often subconscious projection of judgment), but also self-limiting, because it limits more rapid evolutionary change; everything is of consciousness, if you strongly believe something to be a particular way, then this hampers the possibility that you can change things to a more highly evolved pattern. In my observation, this is a classic challenge of the Sirius archetype.

It is best overcome not by denying the opinions one forms. But working to be as open with them as possible - softening any tightness in the heart chakra where the judgment is often formed. Being clear in the mind that all things can and do change. Working with the Christ Consciousness can be a great help in softening judgmentalism and realigning it to authentic non-judgmental discernment. It requires a great deal of acceptance of others through fully opening the heart. Work particularly on acceptance.

3. Tightening of the Solar Plexus: this chakra connects into lower mind and the plane of the intellect. Psychics and mediums often have a very open solar plexus chakra. It's where we start to read to patterning through the field as it's coming into being and so witness the physical manifestation of synchronicity. It leads to an interpretation of 'future-landing-now'. An evolution of that is where you become able to amplify and bring the flow into physical manifestation. We are creative beings and meant to express creativity. However, such a gift comes with great responsibility too - realising that the manifestations you bring into being, can, and will, affect the whole. Some may use their 'parking angels' in the 4D to manifest that much needed parking slot, but what if a less abled person was meant (by the flow) to have it? We are all interconnected. Every action impacts the whole. 

That said, it is my observation we are also meant to become active co-creators within the consensus reality - that is a facet of the emergent humanity. To deny the flow coming through you is also ego. So it's important to our very well-being to allow creative manifestation to amplify through us. The challenge arises where this amplification causes you to fixate around the manifestations you are meant to bring into being. It generates tightness in the head, and contracting down in the solar plexus, experienced as head aches and nausea - classic symptoms of attachment and misaligned action. It ultimately leads to a disconnection from the flow and then creating field constructs according to a separated agenda. This is exactly what the Opposing Consciousness has done in many constellations - the risk is to fall into that Intervention and to become an unwitting part of it. That's exactly the place countless millions find themselves locked into within society. It is anything but civilised!

If the influence of excessive control impacts you in the solar plexus (and also the Third Eye), my observation is you'll have to work hard to realign the distortion, with full commitment, that can take many years to properly fulfil. I've witnessed many who've manifested a realigning path that leads to countless 'failures' to create. Their very soul derails manifestation, often right at the last moment. It's a way of 'softening' the solar plexus action, by causing it to engage in creative acts, but most importantly, not attaching to the outcome - not needing it to go a certain way. Thus healing leads to fluid and flexible action, effortlessly expanding and contracting, coming into focus, before dissolving into expansion. In this way, only aligned creations are brought into being. Work particularly on being within the doing.

2. Emotional Attachment of the sacral chakra: in an emotional sense, it is my observation that the Sirius influence is highly loyal in relationships and can be very self-sacrificing. This comes with the caveat that there is often some deeper need due to a sense of community belonging. It means they can be very needy within relationship, with a tendency to manipulate and emotionally blackmail. An inherent karmic disconnect from the divine flow has led to the fear of isolation, which is partially fulfilled by partnership. Often someone with this Sirius emotional archetype will also tend to project their emotional pain into their outer environment. By spreading the pain, it becomes easier to tolerate, but crucially, the karmic source is not engaged or worked with. There's often an emotional 'fizz' on the surface, but without properly internalising so as to unravel the roots of the karma.
(Try this 9 step spiritual healing process for dealing with karmic source pain.)

Sirians are strongly community orientated, which at its core is a good thing of course, but it is also often due to this emotional neediness that community connections are sought. Facebook, youtube and other portal sites (to my mind)  are classic manifestations of that - the connections are mostly shallow and on the surface, the emotion spread virally at a surface level so as to pull in and attach. There are of course many good aspects of the internet - the spread of knowledge and the activation of consciousness. The challenge is where people attach and get addicted - emotionally and mentally. Obsesssive compulsive behaviour and addiction are typical of the Sirius archetype. The key to dealing with emotional attachment is to express it and bring it out into the open: yes, this is important, because that way, you're provided signposts in the direction you must work. But the alchemical change can only happen internally. So you must internalise the inquiry and explore deep into the source pain of the problem in order to realign it.

That means allowing the experience to be there and working into it so as to soften it, and allow aligned soul to come through. In which case the distortion dissolves. Work particularly on acceptance of solitude.
(I've shared countless tips, tools and advice for dealing with such distortions in the book 5GATEWAYS).

1. Excessive consumption and distorted sexuality: these tend to be root chakra distortions (but also sacral). The central theme of the Sirius karmic challenge is lack of trust due to a general disconnect from the divine. This understandably happens in places of great density - the soul fixates on objects in the outer landscape and so contracts into that reality. Think of the metaphoric apple from the Garden of Eden - the taste is so exquisite, the form so perfected, that when you consume of it, then it's easy to become identified with what you've consumed. The more you engross within that experience, the more disconnected you become. Not that we shouldn't experience and enjoy the 'apple' in all its myriad of forms of course, the key is not to attach to the experience.

Non attachment is not mastered however through denial and renunciation. On the contrary - it's by fully engaging and partaking of the activities that would attach you, and working into them with non self-judgment, but in the midst of them, always attuning to the sense of rightness of the soul. You're working to connect with the expansive feelings of soul all the time. This is essentially what is meant by 'tantra' - being fully in the experience, but always reconnecting the divine loop of consciousness whilst in it. This is as true for all 'consumptive' expressions, from sex, to physical exercise, what you purchase and what you eat.
(Check out the Openhand Forum Thread exploring Sacred Sexuality.)

In sexual intimacy, I believe it is essential to allow freedom of consenting expression, so as to overcome ego-generating taboo. Dominant and submissive expressions are natural manifestations of surrendering to the Universal flow, and also harnessing it. To deny these natural feelings - or to attach to them - is to create internal polarity and therefore a disconnect. Aligned, non attached, sexuality is one of the most effective ways to activate and attune full kundalini, for beneficial integration into our natural creativity, in alignment with the divine flow. I've shared some views in this video below, called "Healing the Divine Warrior" - it's equally applicable to men and women dealing with essences of Sirian karmic distortion (there are similarities and overlaps with 'raptor consciousness', although the Sirian archetype is more erudite and sophisticated, the raptor on the other hand is much more raw and basic instinctual)...

Our Cosmic Heritage

The time is ripe to gain a much broader understanding of how greater cosmic connections are influencing the human journey. It is not necessary to know your exact heritage - what's much more important, is to realise what kind of karmic influences you're consciousness might be being subjected to - awareness is always the key to alignment and resolution.

It is also essential we step into profound self honesty - the path of true Enlightenment can begin nowhere else. Our distortions might seem unsexy and uncool, at times they will likely come with taboo and stigma. But honouring the distortions we carry is the first step to dealing with them. It's time to own our 'shit' by letting go of self-judgment. No one is without distortion - that is the very nature of the relativistic experience.

In any case, at a soul level, we have sacred agreements to take on this density so as to channel realigning light into it. It's only by fully embodying the distortion that you can realign it. So let's look honestly into what's manifesting in our lives. Accept that it might have a much wider causality than originally assumed, then work courageously into it. That way, you'll process karma much more quickly and come back into the welcome embrace of the divine.

Furthermore, you'll support the realignment of this Great Shift of consciousness taking place all around us.
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In loving support,

Open
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This is funny. My primary occupation in Facebook says I am Siriuser at Sirius. I meant it as a joke. Life has its funny ways to hint on things and give us road-signs even that I had no idea it was a road-sign, up till I read the article which is hhh

I am glad I felt to go on the website today. The timing is so perfect. So I know we are connected, I am connected and everything is okay. Because I am within this whole thing right now, it's been months... It was always here, I just wasn't able to look at or experience it in its clarity and full intensity, but now it is HERE. Everything you describe...

There is also the whole topic of addictions that arises from all 4 sources and ends in them, loops, and loops within the loops within the loops, one huge Groundhog day, a program, and the pressure grows the more I look at it, until everything goes boom at some point. To me, addictions are like a replication of karmic looping in a world of manifestations.

It is all a lot of pain, on all levels. I never understood, how come there is so much pain in the world and how can it possibly be okay? But.. what happens after is worth it, it is worth everything that ever happened, it is worth dying for, in all ways possible. It is worth going blind for too.

What else is there to say? What helps me is just being there, sometimes holding my own hand, hugging myself, loving myself, taking a good care of myself after every breakthrough, because before that I am usually brought to the limit and beyond... And this whole compassionate detachment, a moment before everything fades. It doesn't work with just compassion or just detachment. I just gotta find my heart back in all of it.

Hugs to everybody who is going through it. You are not alone. This whole thing is wow. Tough shit, but also super-wow.

Cheers <3

 

 

 

Hey Lia - great to "see" you again.

This stood out for me...

What helps me is just being there, sometimes holding my own hand, hugging myself, loving myself, taking a good care of myself after every breakthrough, because before that I am usually brought to the limit and beyond.

Always know (as I'm sure you do), that benevolence always 'has your back' in the ether.

Much love and sypport

Open Heart

In reply to by Open

Hi Open,

At this point I feel it is about absolute trust that is beyond knowing, understanding or even trying to. 

I talked about it in the past - in knowing it is easy to create this conditioned kind of trust, but trusting that even if I die in the process it is okay, and that failing is an option if I don't have any idea or structure in my head how things are and how they will be, what will happen to me. There is this humility that really, I don't know. I don't know anything anymore and ready to be surprised any time, in any way. I just have this feeling that I am being changed, that I need to make a sacrifice every time and that there is no way back or any other way.

I am experiencing a kind of blindness, edging on stupidity. As somebody who would completely rely on the mind and intellect in the past, analysing, understanding, making connections and conclusions, building systems, theories, explaining everything, relying on what I know and see and understand... Suddenly it all collapsing. I am watching it and it just feels like totally inorganic to even try to do it, because it "kills" the real thing, the moment and actually shuts the possibilities out, converges it to some limited reality that my mind think about. Like in quantum experiments, it affects the result, and I don't want to. I don't want to affect it anymore. So I leave the big picture be the big picture and just focus on what is happening to me right now.

It's like, in my "breakdown" I lost any consciousness, or understanding, which also brings a big question "is unconscious really unconscious?", because something still was there, something genuine, more genuine than even awareness, observation and all this being conscious, or trying to be conscious. I had this alternative experience, that is all about simplicity of the moment and perception, it didn't have to be coherent with anything at all, just being, taking part in life, without the mind dissecting it, putting filter on it. It is just all simple, when the mind is at rest. There is something in this state, when I don't need to know whether I have anything having my back or not. I feel a connection, but I don't feel I got my back, because actually there is no back.

There was this prognosis that there will be storm here on the previous weekend. Everybody got prepared, were really serious about it, and then there was just a bit of rain and that was it. There were a lot of jokes about it later, but I got my message, internally. The flow is unpredictable. So I let it go. Whatever happens to me or in general, you know. It is okay to not have my back :-) It is easier to free-fall like that.

Love and a big hug,

Lia <3

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Oh my God, it just landed on me that this is exactly the sense of disconnection and there is so much fear, clinging, control and sadness around it. I had an "experience".

Several days ago there was a seminar... Did you know that ganglia, in PNS, despite being totally able to survive on their own, yet, if are not connected to others, die? So I thought the lesson is that of connection and interdependence. But that's the big fear. Huge. It is all about survival. And actually, so sad, this connection is what eventually killed them, it is like being betrayed by love, what they felt as one big endless field of love, so aesthetic, so close to the truth, how could they know it was just a limited and distorted version of the real thing that totally pulled them away from the source? This is tough. We see it here all over the place. Probably, we all experience it to some extent, and the deep, painful disappointment connected to it too.

I am feeling very sad and, at the same time, happy that there is an open way for this.

There is something else to "rely on", even though it is ever-changing and totally not definable...

 

 

On a personal note, this is interesting: in the mid 70's, when I was a little child, film strips for children were very popular in Hungary. There were a lot of them, but I was especially drawn to one particular film. This was about planets/stars, of which I was obsessed with only one, I clearly remember - and yes, it was Sirius.  

 

Márk

Hi Lia,

This stands out very strongly from your post...

it is like being betrayed by love, what they felt as one big endless field of love, so aesthetic, so close to the truth, how could they know it was just a limited and distorted version of the real thing that totally pulled them away from the source?

That's a big one for sure. I've witnessed plenty of times how "love and light" becomes like a soft de-energising blanket, that actually demotivates from important directional change.

Synchronicity is always the objective voice of the Universe though - and profound self honesty. If we're prepared to be profoundly honest with ourselves, who we are, and what we're really about, then synchronicity will speak - and although the way forwards may be tough, we'll find a way to the truth.

Open Praying Emoji​​​​​​​

Yes, absolutely!

It can also go much more subtle, like with simple, grounded human love. Suddenly, caught in this comfortable, cosy bubble, addicted to oxytocin, not a free, sovereign being sharing experience, but a kind of hybrid, interlocked, interdependent, committed to something else rather than the One thing that we all have inside. The  sensitive soul will eventually crack or blow it, the disempowerment of it will become obvious.

I love this one, one of the most painful, but also one of the most liberating. This is one of the big things that reveal what 'love', without all the romanticism, ideas, ideals, imprisonments, obligations and attachments is truly about.

I believe this distortion has a big part in all this 'empathic' Sirian confusion, where the boundaries between the souls lie, because there is one big interconnected wave, yes (the Sirian connection is a distorted replication, which, after a good dive can take to the real thing), but also there are boundaries and each soul has its guidance and path, so no matter what, parents, children, spouses, friends... this dependent, limiting bond-age is restrictive. It is really hard to fully admit and feel it, because it brings to suffocation, accept it, because this is when it lands how disempowering it is to everybody involved and how it cuts the real thing off, and let go of it, because it feels like your very being is shred to pieces and blown to bits (separation from other souls), with the following sense of isolation. But then... IT can infuse, and spiritual sanity is restored.

There are so many flashes how this consciousness took forms in realities, so many manifestations, so much pain and destruction. Something so beautiful, even magnificent, all this Sirian striving for perfection, smoothness, 'harmony', cleanliness, aesthetics (looks like these also belong to the Sirian pile), that is so incredibly poisonous and destructive. Amazing. Definitely worth diving into!

<3

 

Gosh - you've clearly been deep through this Sirian archetype - not an easy one - I respect your inquiry OK Hand Sign

You said this...

This is one of the big things that reveal what 'love', without all the romanticism, ideas, ideals, imprisonments, obligations and attachments is truly about.

Yes indeed - the all encompassing "love" - yet you only truly get to know all the layers of it when, when you're prepared to break down the distortions in it - I believe this can only probably happen when you progressively establish sovereignty in it - which might well mean 'pulling it apart'. That's certainly where I've learned most, seen all the layers, observed all the inner deceptions. When all the obligations are gone, all the attachments dissolved, that's when you discover what true unconditional love really is - what you really would do for another when all the 'investments' are gone. I believe this is a major inquiry of the Sirian archetype due to what happened when the starsystem ripped apart.

You go onto say this...

I believe this distortion has a big part in all this 'empathic' Sirian confusion, where the boundaries between the souls lie, because there is one big interconnected wave, yes, but also there are boundaries and each soul has its guidance and path, so no matter what, parents, children, spouses, friends... this dependent, limiting bond-age is restrictive. 

Yes - I too see this, a bonding restrictive attachment that masquerades as 'empathy'. And it also presents as inertia - a holding back from taking the steps that are really invited.

You say...

It is really hard to fully admit and feel it, because it brings to suffocation, accept it, because this is when it lands how disempowering it is to everybody involved and how it cuts the real thing off, and let go of it, because it feels like your very being is shred to pieces and blown to bits​​​​​​​.

You got it in one - the underlying feeling, that when you have the courage to step into sovereignty as a soul, it feels like being ripped apart - that underlying Sirian karma then stops people taking the path of sovereignty because it challenges the (distorted) sense of empathic love - it feels wrong to break the tethers, because it feels wrong to break what you've come to know as 'love'.

My sense is that what we're talking about is truly ancient group karma here. The Sirian Archetype is one of collective group consciousness - there was much greater etheric interconnectivity than what you witness in humanity today. It was more a collective soul. But there comes a point in the journey of the soul where a collective does evolve to the point of dividing into separate, sovereign ones. You witness it happening today in animals around us - many species are developing much greater individual personality - a sign of sub division and sovereignty.

My sense is the Sirians clung to each other still. And that this was karma was also exploited by their "elites" just as here on Earth today - bright cosmic souls are being lured and trapped into technology - their consciousness swamped at a superficial level by smart phones and 'social' media. It's that 'clinging' to past realities and exploiting the resources of the system to the nth degree that made it all so unstable, which I believe is the cause it all exploded the way it did.

It's time to go deep within, truly peel off the distortions and get to know who we truly are at a soul level.

Thankyou for the inquiry - I have a lot of respect for the depth you've dug into.

Open Praying Emoji​​​​​​​

 

 

 

It ain't over until the fat lady sings :-)

What you wrote about sovereignity - the paradox here is that this is the only way to find out the true interconnectedness, but not as disempowered, fearful, dependent beings, but as Gods - everybody is a mini-God, and the thing is to find out what would happen if we treated ourselves and others as such? So we create instabilities. Instabilities are the key for life, for change, for evolution, on all levels. When I remove myself out of the way of the whole, and other Gods' way, I see myself and my process, the path of my soul. Yes, I am affected, but I am also responsible for my choices, not for others. This is another big one that dissolves with the Sirian consciousness - control. Trying to affect others. It becomes sacred. Everybody's choice is sacred to the soul, even if it means it will get hurt or devastated. This is the meaning of respecting co-creation. Self-sacrifice is then "right", because it respects the freedom of others and is not veiled by fear and also doesn't bend itself for others. But it also doesn't bend others for itself. This is one of the toughest to shift... This is the one I am dealing with right now.

The right self-sacrifice.

Wow - there is so much to relate with in this article. There is a deep acknowledgement inside of the influences I have been feeling...the sticky bonds of familial and friend/tribe connections and how that has felt more important than the individual journey - a sort of sacrifice of individual expression for the cohesiveness of the whole...a sacrifice of the potential higher reformation of the energy in the unwitting holding to the lower one. 

The pulling apart has felt like losing parts of myself and now there is a crippling sense of paralysis and perceived disability...when I stay with it I feel panic and hard to breathe...getting pulled into distraction and habits to ease off the intensity. I don't "get" this feeling of feeling unfunctional as an individual...like there is a barrier between me and those I would interface with that I have a hard time navigating. The sense of family loss leaves a nakedness and unfamiliarity - like learning how to interface all over again without the comforts of that connection. Strange feeling to feel like a pillar rather than a net. 

I have no direct sense of Sirian connection...but I do feel the influences you describe especially in the lower two chakras. 

Someone - you articulated it all so well...giving words to the experience in a way that I really relate with - thank you for pulling the feelings into something more tangible.

Beautiful and incredibly helpful article. <3

In reply to by .Jen

Hi Jen,

Yeah, the breathing hehe It is a biggy. The only couple of things I can say here are:

1) I was fighting for my breath a lot, got to the hospital a couple of times too, and one good tip I can give is - let it be, or NOT be. All this "let's rely on our breathing" in meditation practices is very nice, but what if you CAN'T breathe?? Now when the suffocation arrives I just don't breathe for as long as it takes. And actually, within that window, for as long as it takes, I get to feel and see many other things. For example, the agony of feeling the whole "network" of souls dying. Imagine.  Feeling not only my own suffering, suffocation, death, horror, grieve, anger, and many other interesting sensations, apart from suffocation, when the whole structure is decomposed, dissected, split, but that of myriads of souls I am connected to. Empathy can be a bitch hhh It is not surprising many feel cursed by it here on earth. After something like that you just naturally don't want it, the soul is traumatised by it. Or when seeing all the perfect world you've built together collapsing... So, not breathing stops being a problem. It is really minor.

When you can't breathe, just don't and start noticing what else is going on, what else you're feeling...

2) If you don't struggle to breathe, at some point it will happen on its own. It happens when it happens

3) If it doesn't, then it is emergency, and other new interesting things will pop up in flashbacks or new challenging experiences and sensations will appear, like , in my case, how it feels to be dependent, to rely on others for survival, bright lights into eyes, being treated like some kind of "bio-machine", being stuffed with drugs against my will, disempowered by the system, watching my body changing, losing control over it, feeling like somebody is experimenting on me, I am not the bright, arrogant, superior specie out of sudden, and the irony is that everything comes back to you indeed hhh, many, many other very important things, flooding other karmic experiences, - everything is a part of the process.

In general, for me, at this point, it is all about being okay with being totally alone and walking alone.

I got a confirmation of it when I saw the posts on the web. We are okay, we are okay on our own too.

Hugs

 

In reply to by someone

Hi Someone - 

I laughed when you said "yes let's rely on your breathing" in meditations etc...yes have been in many group meditations especially where breathing is no comfort - how much it pulls in the focus struggling with it. I appreciate greatly what you are saying here...yes it's not a problem...see and experience what is arising - it's all part of the process.

I appreciate your fresh and honest perspective and thanks for the insights! <3 Jen

Hi Jen,

We're right there with you! Heart

I think a lot of the starsoul archetype perceptions have been hugely glamourised in the spiritual manistream - you only tend to hear the 'good' stuff, and not the karmic challenges. I see this Sirian legacy in many places - and it doesn't matter what name we put to it. Although I sense these bonded farternal/familial legacy weaves are coming to the surface now as we progress through the Inflexion Point of the Shift.

You said...

The pulling apart has felt like losing parts of myself and now there is a crippling sense of paralysis and perceived disability...when I stay with it I feel panic and hard to breathe.

To me, the description reflects very classic Sirian karma. The reality became unstable and literally tore itself apart. There will be lots of sense of fragmentation of soul in this. I hear these symptoms often; not being able to breathe for example - suddenly the very air you're breathing disintegrates, you might feel like a fish out of water. There'll be shock, disbelief, paralysis. I know this is a tough one to take, but to me, the gas chambers of the Second World War were the remanifestation of this karma.

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The sense of family loss leaves a nakedness and unfamiliarity - like learning how to interface all over again without the comforts of that connection. Strange feeling to feel like a pillar rather than a net. 

Go with it Jen. I know it's tough - I've experienced similar from my own "Team" disconnect, when being projected into realities. Trust that there's a way through all this - your soul will carry you through the storm of it. Just keep working deep into the feelings and taking one step at a time. Even if you can't make sense of it, your soul will start to harness the flow through it, then progressively shape a more aligned landscape around you. In times to come, around the corner, as you look back, the 'dots' of realisation and soul integration will have all joined up - so 'tie yourself to the pillar of self-realisation'.

Know that you're not alone - you are seen, heard and understood. You are supported in the ether - but as you know, it's something we each have to personally work through.

Sending much love and support

Open Heart

 

Not knowing how to be. Can’t catch a full breath. Feeling everything breaking down, the sheer broken-ness and unsustainability. Bombardment of so many threads and energies pulling in all directions. Deep deep sadness and crying out of nowhere and for no apparent reason. Although I do not particularly resonate with having an experience relating to Sirius. But have recently had a strong sense of Lyra and of feline experience.

I resonate with the challenge of Solar Plexus chakra. I am very conscious of trying to find balance; I have huge amounts of creativity and passion arising, streaming ideas and inspiration. But subtly attaching to that after what feels like a long period of relative inaction due to working through almost everything in life falling away. It feels good to be purposeful and expressing again. But noticing I feel tired, achy, out of whack, and have lost centre and connection within it. So I bring it back, connect with the energies again and then nothing wants to create or do, it simply wants to be, to feel and unravel. I still feel the fire and creativity that wants to express but need to unravel this mash, to stay aligned through it.  Feelings of uncertainty, like the foundations are moving, everything changing, not solid in anything…

On the back of this need to find the balance, I saw two images in vision. The first, was me riding a beautiful horse, jumping down from the horse and taking the bit out of its mouth and setting it free – representing letting go of control, choosing a more natural and aligned path, choosing to walk.

Then a herd of elephants coming toward me, not stopping for anything, I am scooped up and atop their collective backs. I hear Interpretation:

The herd of elephant represents the strength and the flow of the energy and momentum right now, it is not going to stop. Align with the energy and the full force of it will flow with you. Remember your sensitivity and subtlety of feeling, elephants are strong, a force, and they are also incredibly sensitive, feeling vibration through the ground and their feet and tuning in to each other with inner knowing; a collective force gently and sensitively, aligning with earth and the flow.

With love and support to all <3

 

 

 

I have read and reread this article 5 or 20 different times and I just keep going back to it over the past week! So thank you for writing this Open :)

I personally over the last few several months felt as if something keeps arising in me and at first I wanted to stifle the hell out of it, thinking "Oh Great!! Ive just done lost it now... Ive bought the farm and never going to find my way back!" I keep feeling like my soul, wants to be something, that I just don't feel it is and its so hard to explain and so this past week I cut off everything and everyone I know so I could just go deliberate with myself, which sounds insane, but its not. At first I could feel this panic and pull, but the longer I retained my distance the better I felt, yet I feel so selfish in that as well. I had to come to a point where I just said NO! I am from nowhere, I am from everywhere and I am nobody, yet I am origin. I don't want to be boxed in nor defined and to ....... with anyone or anything that tries to do that to me! It's like I want to close all stories, how odd is that?!

I cant say for certain, but I think it might be o.c perhaps trying to tie me into to something that I wont be tied/hooked into. Is it possible they are trying to figure me out or something?!! I get some pretty random questions sometimes in my head and trying to follow to where its coming from gets lost, yet at other times I do know where questions originate.

Oh and Someone - That Siriuser at Sirius, hilarious and I love it!!! Seriously fun!

Soo heyas to all out there too!! This is me waving before I go back into my cave of solitude hehe :)

Wyndè

 

Hi Michelle,

Thanks for sharing - a very eloquent inquiry. I especially loved this part about the elephants...

The herd of elephants represents the strength and the flow of the energy and momentum right now, it is not going to stop.Align with the energy and the full force of it will flow with you. Remember your sensitivity and subtlety of feeling, elephants are strong, a force, and they are also incredibly sensitive, feeling vibration through the ground and their feet and tuning in to each other with inner knowing; a collective force gently and sensitively, aligning with earth and the flow.

Very inspirational, yes! OK Hand Sign

Hi Wyndè, you said...

this past week I cut off everything and everyone I know so I could just go deliberate with myself, which sounds insane, but its not. At first I could feel this panic and pull, but the longer I retained my distance the better I felt, yet I feel so selfish in that as well. I had to come to a point where I just said NO! I am from nowhere, I am from everywhere and I am nobody, yet I am origin. I don't want to be boxed in nor defined and to ....... with anyone or anything that tries to do that to me!

Yes, at times in this Inflexion Point in the Shift, you'll just have to do that for clarity and personal alignment - good for you!

Your postings inspired me to write this today...

 

Inflexion Point: The Shift gets sticky..."Tie Yourself to the Mast"

In loving Support

Open Heart​​​​​​​

 

 

Hi everyone,

I’m very intrigued by this Sirius topic that has received a lot of attention  here lately. And I’m trying to figure out whether this has something to do with me as well. Unlike some of you, I don’t have any memories of a Sirian existence, but I have a lot of strange other pieces that maybe echo a past Sirian life. Maybe you can help me connect the dots if I reveal them here.

*During my awakening, about 3 years ago, I had a powerful vision of the goddess Isis. She surged through me from bortom to top and had me say over and over “I am the goddess Isis, and Bennu is my son!” Before this I didn’t even know who Isis was, except by name. So naturally I googled her and her story, and one thing I found was that she was perceived to be the soul of the star Sirius by the ancient Egyptians.

*A few weeks later, I had a session with a psychic healer, working through a personal life theme. Betrayal and abandonment. The session took us back a few life times where the theme was prevalent and at the end we weren’t on Earth any more but on a different planet and she saw me as an “aspect of Isis” and asked me if Isis’s story involved betrayal somehow, and of course I knew it did, as I had recently read about her. The psychic’s conclusion was that this particular theme originated all the way back there, but that’s all she could say at the time. She couldn’t comprehend it any further.

*Many years ago, long before I knew anything about awakenings or 5d shifts, a good friend of mine had a psychotic episode in which she completely “lost her mind” and had to be admitted. But here is the piece that sticks with me to this day. Before the actual psychosis, which had to do with repressed memories from a previous traumatic event, she began having spiritual experiences. And she was telling me all kinds of things, about visions she had, voices that were speaking to her, symbolism and synchronicities. But more clearly than anything, I remember the car that came to take her to the hospital and the company name written in big letters. A name that made my friend laugh hysterically with recognition when she saw it and uttered it, and therefore caught my attention to the point that I would never forget it - SIRIUS.

*Ever since the 90’s, and the introduction of mobile phones and the internet, I have had a very strong resistance to technology. Like a premonition that this development is potentially negative and even dangerous. And now I can see how it begins to “own” people. How they think they’re evolving with every new gadget and update, but in fact they are losing themselves and their sovereignty more and more. Spun and trapped into a dehumanising “wwweb” of control and programming. (No pun intended.)

*Even though I have a strong connection with the Divine inside me, at the same time I have a feeling of having lost trust in it. Of having been separated from it in a brutal way, perhaps against my will. I can see and feel a chord that has been severed. And after exploring and unwinding my childhood issues involving this theme, I still see the severed chord and the feeling with it that runs deeper and beyond this lifetime. It’s the feeling of a marionette, dependent on the thread to its master, that suddenly gets cut off and just crumbles to the floor, completely disempowered.

This is also connected to a lifelong issue of having trouble manifesting. I’m a highly creative individual. I can create infinitely inside my being, words, music, projects, ideas, all of which could so easily be materialised in the outer world. BUT, it just doesn’t happen, because at the end of each inner creation, I find myself standing at a big deep dark divide. I’m on one side of it, and I can see the other side clearly, but I can’t reach it, not of my own accord. The connection, the bridge, is not visible to me. And therefore my creation either falls down the great divide and disappears or remains inside me, sadly, unmanifested.

As I’m writing this, I’m actually making quite a big realisation. I suddenly understand why I have so diligently pursued the performing arts in my life, as opposed to the creative arts, which is where my true soul essence actually lies. In the performing arts, I only needed to manifest someone else’s creation, not my own. I also understand now all the obstacles down this path. The difficulties, the chain of physical injuries, that eventually forced me in a different direction. A little while ago my guides explained to me that the physical injuries were necessary to divert my course, that this wasn’t the right path for me. I suddenly just realised why...

Thank you for providing me with the space to write this and thank you for reading, whoever does. If you have any thoughts on the Sirius puzzle, please share them with me.

With love,

Anastasia 

 

 

Anastasia your boldness for putting this out there just warms my heart! I had nearly the same experience after I guess they call it the "wake up!" This was awhile back as well. I too have had abandonment and betrayal experiences but I only own them in the aspect that they are truth. I had to come to a place though where I just said nope, I will never ever abandon or betray my own self. The entire world might do that to me, but I will not. Especially after learning how I had been judging my own self so harshly, that was horrific to know.

As far as Egypt and those times, you gol!! BE that if it brings you anything you need for you! I experienced/saw the vision of someone in those times. I heard a voice saying that was who I was, this was what I did etc. I don't want to say the name though here. I have a hard time writing anything online without feeling, experiencing/hearing and sometimes even seeing some inquisition that does not reflect who I am right here and right now!   Yet what I did in regards to the rising up within my soul was just say, OK then. That was then and this is what I know and learn from it. I will honor something though here, I will give a shout out to the Eye or Horus for the gift given to my Mother for me right before I was born. Its a ring I have had my whole life and my Mother gave it to me right before she died some years back and told me a story about it. Ive only recently though started to call it the eye of horus because the gem is huge and kind of looks like an eye just watching out for me for which I am ever so grateful!

But maybe this whole sirius thoughtform/entirety is just that, a reflection to work though, honor and give respect to oneself? I'm also a highly creative person, constantly creating and when I see the huge chasm, the dark void, I just jump right in and just say Woooooooooo! But then again I find alot of solace in the dark.

Anyways, much love to you Anastasia!

Wyndè

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Hello Wyndè,

It’s nice to meet you and read a part of your story. It is a powerful act to stand up and say “The entire world might do that to me, but I will not!” How did that change you and your life, making a conscious declaration like that? 

Also you wrote “I too have had abandonment and betrayal experiences but I only own them in the aspect that they are truth.” What do you mean when you say you only ‘own them in the aspect that they are truth’? 

Moreover, I giggled when you complimented my boldness, for the truth is that every time I post something here, afterwards I feel like I just threw myself off a cliff and I’m plummeting towards my death. ?

It makes it worth it though, just to learn that someone out there has a similar story to share. A parachute of encouragement to help me land a little softer. Thank you. 

And it does get a little bit easier with each time. Maybe next time I’ll follow your example and just go Wooooooo! ?

With love,

Anastasia 

 

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That must be the most accurate description of my chracter and challenges I have ever read Slightly Smiling