Facebook livestreams with Openhand

Submitted by Open on Tue, 01/14/2020 - 07:05

About a week ago I discovered how to switch on my webcam for live streaming on facebook. It was just to test it, but over 70 odd people tuned in and joined me for a spontaneous sharing on meditation. It was lovely! I'd already been considering how to do more widespread shift activations - meaning the activation of consciousness through energy transmission. I believe the medium is ideal for that kind of live connection.

With that in mind, I'll be doing them at various opportunities regularly in the future. Come join me through the ether. Let's activate the next life changing shift. Here are latest details...

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I'm feeling to do the next Openhand Live Stream on Facebook this coming Saturday 4th April, at the timings shown below, which will be about exploring the actual inner process of Ascension. I'm finding that with the current transformation of society, and the unreliability of it, that plenty more people are now inquiring about Ascension - what does it mean and how might people fully engage with that journey? That's what I explored in this LiveStream...

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Thank you for another great stream! HeartHeart It is always so full of things to explore, experiences and finding out stuff.

You mention so many points I am exploring now. It's going to be a long one Grinmacing

For example, why humans now created this virus? Looking at it from various angles, apart from the idea that OC caused it, there arose options:

1) Because it reflects their own manner of behaviour towards the eco-system and the planet. The virus kind of behavior is something humans have inside themselves. The majority won't see, realise and see the mirror, but many do. Humans alter the face of earth, virus alters the DNA it binds itself to. Humans infect, pollute, harm, destroy and kill, so as a natural reflection they are being infected, destroyed, harmed and killed. It is not enough to just artificially stop doing those things. It is the very consciousness that creates both phenomena, and it is the one to work with. This is why I resonate with lack of efficiency of eco-friendly movement. This movement will give rise to more sophisticated forms of harm and damage and expression of the 'virus' consciousness, if it is not being faced and dealt with on a deep conscious level.

2) They recreate and relive the karma, on the collective level - we know that the majority does not evolve consciously, but rather being pushed and pulled by external and unconscious internal forces. Yet, we are a part of the whole and the whole is going through processes, consciously and willingly or not. The benefit of cooperation and awareness is acceleration and relative smoothness of the process. Blind evolution is tougher and induces a lot of fear, suffering and resistance. So I can see two aspects - one I already mentioned - Sirius suffocation, the other - condensation of consciousness and the very alteration of DNA. Looking at the history of 'snake, apple and degradation of the high form of early human' (metaphorical story that we all contain in our bodies and psyche), connected to the Source, living in peace and harmony, we recreate this story again and again in all kinds of ways. So I believe that if they ARE going to vaccinate and by that poison and degrade - here you go, another regression, replay of the old story. As long as karma is not processed on the collective level - it is going to be recreated, collectively. The same goes for deception, manipulation, disconnection from the Source, and all the derivatives... Groundhog's day, for thousands of years, again and again, and it seems far from being over yet.

3) The window of opportunity many were yearning for - I believe that it is also the answer for so many of us who yearn for change, for all this machine to stop - I see that those who evolve rip real benefit from the situation - it is such an amazing event, offering an array of ways to grow, a dream coming true. I've never felt more free than in this lockdown - the irony. Some think that being put at homes, like kittle kids being put to think about what they've done wrong, is violation of their rights. But actually sitting and contemplating our lives, our choices, our way of being, having this opportunity to pause - is a gift, the best gift humanity could be offered in all this insane race and every-day limiting loops.

4) Realisation of inter-connectedness and ability to cooperate globally. When in the whole history of humans were we able to actually let each other know globally that there is a problem and work together to deal with it? We had a plague killing millions of people and everybody just went around infecting each other and nothing was done about it. Now imagine what would be possible if this kind of cooperation happened on other levels. It is eye-opening about what we really can do. On the other hand it can also give rise to more distortions. I'll relate to this in the end...

5) Working with the issues related to choice - awareness of choice and lack of choice and working with both. I believe that this is a very important subject to work with for many, exploration of choice and and what freedom is about. There will always be things we can change and things we have no control over. Knowing what is what and where our true function and place of action lies is important. I believe that many who feel like they were taken away the choice have something to dig into within themselves. In every moment we are either victims or creators, and we take responsibility of what we are creating. We either flow with what is already taking place, synchronise with it and realise what we are invited to be and do, or we resist reality, disconnect from it and deny ourselves of the opportunity to unravel through it. In other words, some processes are collective and it seems that we did not make that choice, that something was imposed on us. But that, again, is victim consciousness - which I believe also draws this kind of events and other events challenging this state. We can choose to focus on that or we can be aware that we are a part of a bigger picture and should act as such, rather than disconnected and separated, and find out what is our exploration, lesson and role within it. We always have a choice - how we choose to see, and what we choose to do with what is.

6) Refinement of being - I believe that any time life challenges us in this way it is an invitation to further explore who are we? Because habit and relative stability also support status quo. But it is in times of instability that our inner worlds are shaken and by seeing how we choose to perceive the external mirror -  we really see who we are being and are invited to further break, refine and unravel, to fall into a new, unknown way of being, perceiving and responding to the world. And I believe many people got so tired of the limiting self-perception, that there is a collective need to shake the cage and create space for that exploration and change.

These are the things that popped up. So it might be that this event serves many purposes at once. It is really incredible how many interpretations of this are out there. I also see in this an instability effect - when the system responds to perturbation and we observe ripples of this instability in various behaviours - like buying toilet paper (an anomaly as a response to perturbation), internal instability as the need to resist something that we can't control, so attempts to try to gain a sense of control is typical to destabilising events, and increased quantity of views. Some believe that this is the beginning of the New World. I find it exaggerated. Plague did not cause humanity to evolve spiritually too much. Neither did wars. Virus is not going to either, in my view. It is really a very gentle shake-up. The systems are still in place. It's just that a pause button is pressed and it is a matter of time when resume will be clicked and the wheel will keep on spinning. Yet, the memory of disruption will remain and possibly, create a feeling of uncertainty, which is very healthy for evolution, in my view. Holding that feeling that our world can be shaken and changed at any moment... that's a blessing.

I see and experience this pandemonium hhh more as a benevolent event. Everybody is going to react and act in a very different way, according to their inner configuration, their roles, learning and function. Some will feel oppressed rather than freed by this, maybe victim consciousness will get activated, and will feel the need to resist, fight, etc. Some feel liberated by it and say thanks every day. Some feel stressed and fearful, some feel relaxed and enjoy. Some go into heavy processes, karma activating and are deeply triggered, some feel the incoming influx of light while the machine stands still and just let go and joyously ride the wave. Some surrender, some get tight. Some feel a warrior energy coming in, others are more compassionate. I think this is what is so amazing. This event really invites everybody to just respond in their own unique way. We are all different and we experience it in a different way, everybody has a role to play, and together we build this mosaic and move together.

For instance my state changed over these weeks dozens of times, as if at every moment my being was shifting from state to state and I just trust that whatever flows through me is right in the combination with the collective field right now. We are not separated from it, there is really no us and them, no matter evolving or not, conscious or not, and our way of being and action might shift depending on the general state and flow in the moment.


The last thing I wanted to refer is the spiritual problem and globalisation - a distortion (in my view) and another expression of control. Not everything that looks like OC is OC and not everything that looks benevolent with good intentions is really so:

I got this message about a collective meditation of million people coming together to meditate. In the beginning I felt this WOW - this is extraordinary! Then I keep reading and I see 'instructions' for meditation. I am telling you, darkness fell over my eyes as I was reading it. I couldn't believe it.

So they were gathering million of people to:

1) Pray to stop the virus

2) Infuse light into this plane to fight the injustice, control and darkness of this world, to remove them

I was like Oh My God!!

In my view, this virus is happening for a good reason and with a purpose. Whatever the collective subconsious and whatever interplay of forces created it - it is here. When it is time for it to stop - it will stop. But it will stop when it fulfilled its purpose. I believe that artificial interference with reality, and especially in processes like this interferes the very evolution and opportunity for realisation and might cause even more challenging events in the future if not given time to play itself out. It is like asking for a disease to pass before we have learned everything we need to learn and liberated ourselves from whatever created it in the first place. What do I know? Who am I do decide? I am not God. Maybe nature itself created it to give itself a break? We scan the information out there, and we all form views, intuitions and ideas, according to our own process, but really who knows what it is really about? I believe that this kind of intention-led meditations and agendas are not any less destructive than the forces that are trying to keep the status quo. There is a natural progression, an organic evolution, that it so happens is not built of only light and love, but also invites to explore and play out darkness and weaknesses, that demands sacrifices and movement through suffering, pain, fear, deception, denial and all those things that make the process a process and not a walk in a la-la-land. Without them there is no evolution, no growth, no realisation and no real unravelling. 

The second seemed to me even more problematic. In this world everything is built on equilibrium, a perfect balance of forces, at every moment, that allow the system to move, sample states, and evolve out of that. If you want to know what the real state of evolution of the system is - look at the very reality it is building. This is where it is at, including all the parameters, all the acting forces.. None of us has all of the parameters and ALL parts of the puzzle. None of us sees the full, real picture. We are all limited by our prism, by our perception based on an inner configuration and limitation of our being. This is why I don't feel that we can really apply forces just as we would like to or believe to be good or right and expect things to go our way. Infusing light by force, coercing it on the system, will, most probably, cause the balancing forces to activate, which are going to be - hyper-activating darkness to counter-act the infusion of light. The system is just not at the place of evolution to accept it. It is organically not at that place. So balance will be restored to return to the REAL evolutionary state the system is at. We can't force it because we feel stuff.

The propagation of points in fluid is never at the same level. Some move in the front, some in the back, but it is the motion of fluid as a bulk that is important, and it is happening harmoniously when every point, every molecule in the fluid just does its thing at its position, not trying to interefere with the general flow. Let the points in the back be the points in the back, let friction forces do their thing. They balance the continuous flow of the fluid, make it homogeneous, give it direction and continuity.

Intervention is intervention. The last thing I believe we are invited to do is become OC - controlling, coercing and inteferering. And this is the risk if we become 'opposing' ourselves. Opposition draws opposition. Most humans are pro-something and against something. So there is this opposing consciousness inside each and every one of us. And I believe it doesn't matter what I oppose. As long as I oppose it, stand in front of it, separate and differ myself from it - I create more of it and I create instability in the field and expressions, manifestations of this judgement, disharmony, I create and sustain war. I am not accepting of reality the way it is, and it means I do not accept myself as who I really am, that contains everything I see or experience out there.


It seemed that there is judgment, non-acceptance and arrogance is in this kind of attempt to 'control' what is going on and that this is how forces of light fall into darkness and create more darkness.

But then I hold it as an option, that maybe they are driven to do it because it is meant to be, and maybe the counter-action of darkness is also meant to be. Maybe the polarity and instability should indeed increase. Maybe it IS time to infuse, polarise, shake up, wash, cut off, remove, clear. It reminded me that a piece of me was cut off this year to potentially allow the whole body to keep living. So there was intervention, and I chose to allow it. Till this day I don't know if it was the right choice. But it already happened. There is always a chance I don't perceive things right, the way they truly are. But I didn't felt that it is right for me to take part in such thing and I definitely felt like going into exploration.

So I went into this inquiery about the nature and function of darkness and OC. I also explored my feelings about this intermix between light and dark - how dark forces serve the light and light forces serve the dark and how thin the line is and how eventually it is all ONE, acting together. I could see that I can't even see what is what really, as everything is bending and changing according to the angle I am looking, which states in me are activating and how I myself make it what it seems. I realised a lot, could see aspects of myself, and the most important thing - I just found this deep acceptance, of both, and their unified action, no matter the consequence. I also believe that this is the reflection of our lack of self-acceptance, inability to own what we see out there as aspects of ourselves, inability to unite in our perception what seems incompatible and reflection of our internal conflict with ourselves. We find it hard to accept that we have darkness, that it is going to play out, no matter how much we try to suppress or resist, and the more we deny it the more it gets externalised, projected and it grows... We push it outside instead of owning it. The world is balanced. Even on the cosmic level we have this interplay between light and dark, positive and negative. The very life is possible because of it, as matter itself is created by the attraction and interplay between plus and minus. But we humans, with our polar minds, conditioned perceptions, and fear of loss, pain, suffering, and our fear of vulnerability and lack of humility, find it hard to make peace with it... So I just found my centre in all this. And what happened is that some suppressed aspects of myself suddenly were freed and I could feel love towards them, integrate them and feel more complete.

The conclusion was that there are many ways to oppose - we deny, reject, suppress, project, try to heal, remove, transcend, infuse with light - while all these are forms of resistance and opposition of ourselves and reality...

I asked what is the right way for me to work with it? And the answer was this feeling of a field around me, that was ready to accept and love anything and everything, that I could really let go into, melt, 'take that leap of faith'... I don't know, but IT knows. I can't see, but IT sees everything, because it IS everything.

Then when darkness started moving inside me, I could be open to it, loving to it.. I just let it move wherever it wanted to. There was no fear or resistance. At that moment, as I was letting go the resistance and control, the judgment and self-definition as somebody who cannot 'be that way', something in me was clicking into place, energies were getting balanced, those parts of me that were unravelling - there was an amazing sense that the exhile was over and the war was over. And I just opened to the field around me. I knew that it knows what to do with this, it knows things I don't. I just need to let it flow through me without it getting stuck. I felt I don't need to do anything, infuse anything, intend anything. Just surrender myself into this divine presence, trust it, fully, know that it already does everything that needs to be done, and that's all. I am not here to define good and bad, light and dark. I am here to open to everything equally, let it flow and open up to the Source that will do what needs to be done.

I believe that this is how I am meant to work with the field. Nothing is intention-led, no judgment, no opposition, no 'right' or 'wrong', no mind-led action, just feeling the natural, organic movement of things, removing the resistance and allowing it to flow and unravel on its own.

And out of that place I felt respect to other souls, who go through whatever they need to go through, create, play things out, infuse light into reality as well. I can't control others, I can't control any of that and it is not up to me to decide for them or for humanity. All I have is to watch the reality unravelling, to focus on my path and friends to share it with, and I am grateful for that.

It would be very interesting for me to read what others feel about it, this kind of 'work' or interference, about distinguishing what is what. Eventually, like Open says in the video, it is for everyone to discover, and it is about finding our own truth and sovereignity. And I feel very curious about different views of it, different truths, different pieces of the puzzle and how people work with all of this...



There was so much energy flowing through me for this live stream, I thought I was going to explode! I'm still not sure how I managed to get any words out! I was given to share an overview of what's happening through all the different layers of the field...

In reply to by Open


I am grateful for this opportunity for people across Gaia to connect and share. I can only imagine the magnitude of internal shifts happening simultaneously and how the collective energetic patterns will emerge over the coming days to years....As you know, I’ve been on quite the journey this past year. Witnessing  the absolute coming into relativity as I allow much to fall away that has opened up a new energetic flow to pulse through this earthly being. When you speak of a compulsion or agenda to take people off the planet, a certain vibration or soul ray harmonic seemingly has to be distorted, disrupted or disengaged. Do you see this happening by creating so much fear that so many start to create this synergistic lower vibration that then creates a subconscious wave and an opportunity to be more susceptible to advantageous entities? The parting of waves creates more of a rift as awareness leads to ascension mirroring the polar shift that is occurring on a planetary level. So much to move through as the time is right now. 
thank you


In reply to by Open

That was a good one Open. I especially liked the emphasis to commit to your inner truth NOW.

If I could add a piece from my experience of it, is that its possible to do it in a fun and cool way. We just danced our way out of the matrix and up into a higher frequency. There was some processing to break the old program but then we just danced our way out, even as they tried to stop us (even aggressively) we just danced on by.

Thats all really we have to add.

Love you guys.

Thanks everyone for your warm support on the Facebook Live Stream yesterday. It was a lovely group showed up. It made it feel very vibrant. Here's the recording. Feel free to ask questions or explore any of the concepts with me...

In reply to by Open

Hey Open,

I have a question regarding the lightness you talk about in the meditations you've  provided. I dont seem to be able to feel it. I have persisted for quite some time despite this and thought I'd finally ask the question, why dont I feel the lightness? Is it a block or am I not doing the meds correctly?

Also I have been re reading the Divinicus book and it certainly resonates with me.In particular the part on page 147 re the greys, everytime I read it I bawl my eyes out and I'm  not sure why this is, v curious. Any insights would be welcome. Thanks.

Much love and big hugs


ps. Thanks for the latest live stream it really joined the dots. 😊

In reply to by Zee

Greetings Zee - great to connect over to Australia - I've noq rescheduled the Event there for September 21st-25th. Fingers crossed Slightly Smiling

The lightness is a subtle feeling, that in the beginning is easily missed. And if you have plenty of density to work through, might not be felt in the beginning. I would suggest the Openhand Bow regularly (daily) to process that through.

I do have an intuition about your question on the greys. The most important thing when I share these, is more to see how things shift inside - what energy activates?

The greys are from Orion (predominantly). There was a civilisation not dissimilar to this in many ways. But the Annunaki descended upon them, and took control of their civilisation, in a not dissimilar way to what's happening behind the scenes here now. The Annunaki were adept at 'harvesting souls', taking them out of the body, and then creating the grey vehicle for those souls. It's not a pleasant fate - divorced from the connection to the divine and in an energy vehicle that's incredibly synthetic and uncomfortable - there's no emotional body through which to express - which is probably one reason they're trying to express through the Homo Sapiens vehicle now.

Plenty of souls have been liberated from that state, reunited with the natural divine flow, and are incarnating naturally here in human form. Yet they carry the past life conditioning and karma. There are several characteristics: struggling to embody emtion (or devoid of emotion); hyper sensitive to the physical; easily conditioned or programmed (or else the opposite when realising the karma of control and wanting to rebel against it); there'll likely be challenges around the paternal figure - giving over power to a paternal character (which is parly how they were harvested in the first place). These are some of the things that they're having to work through. I've now encoutered plenty having had these karmic expriences in the group work - know that you can readily process through them.

For anyone interested in reading further, check this Openhand article...
Liberation of the Orions...Dealing with "Grey" Energy in Your Field

PS - I'm convinced it's the greys behind this current lock down of society. The synchronicities are showing me that.

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Hello Hannah,

Such wise words!...

it even got to the point where I actually invited maximum discomfort

Yes! It processes through faster and you get exactly what you need from it.
A powerful form of transcendence.

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Hi Megha, thank you for sharing your mucus story! Wink Emoji It brought up my recent similar experience when coming back from the La Palma retreat. I started to feel quite ill with a lot of mucus coming out as well. I figured it was probably the physical release of whatever got processed during the retreat, but I realised it was also about being really conscious with it and normalising in the discomfort, not trying to make it go away asap (it even got to the point where I actually invited maximum discomfort). Interestingly I've also been having quite a few dreams in that period that were about normalising in drastic situations (fires, floods) so I guess the seemingly small things can also be some sort of training ground Slightly Smiling

Hi Megha - always good to hear from you, flu or not! Heart

For anyone else reading too, the absolute FIRST thing to do with these kinds of illnesses is to normalise with them. In other words, not to need them to go away, but to feel into every nuance of them with total acceptance, curiosity and inquiry. Why?

Because the pain is the place where the light enters!

So you did this, brilliant, and consequently you experienced an infusion of light. And you were able to form a bridge higher dimensionally.

The flu was a blessing then!

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Dear Open, 

A week or so ago ( feels like a long long time ago!) I experienced what I thought was a breakthrough. A deep deep ache in my heart area activated and it felt like I had finally deeply accepted it and normalized it into my field. It was a very deep karmic experience one that I saw when I was on retreat with you in November.

Most times after a deep breakthrough, I feel great. Like the crests balance the trough. This time though I have gone solidly into the flu. I am mucus ridden to the point that my phlegm looks like alien goo. 👽

After all the usual steaming and imbibing of weird concoctions, I decided I would attempt to normalize with this too. I have been feeling cold shivers going up and down my spine aside from the brain fog. I can also barely hear feels like the top of my head and especially the left side of my face have seperated.

In the midst of this, I had a very interesting dream. I was in a circle and something very significant was happening which I can't remember. I actually summoned you in my head for support. Just then what felt like a Light Being visited me. And sat with me in a circle. He was made entirely of light and even now 2 days later I can still feel the intensity of his Presence.

Thought to share for any other mucusy brother or sister out there. :)


Yeah, brought some attention to it, I could see the inhibition, work with the barriers... Today I felt an amazing opening and a lot of energies being downloaded and integrated.

Thank you The Sun Emoji

So who is not wanting to make mistakes?

Perhaps consider it this way and see how it feels: each in their totally natural flow is as a Toroidal Field. Any reality that is crystalised and dense, like this one, is capturing the Torus and slowing it down. That's when intervention then misshapes it to create the agenda they want. When someone stands in that field and let's their Torus flow, it naturally starts to unleash the field around them and restore authenticity. But that is going to break the crystalised reality apart, which can feel like a heftly burdon when other people are interrelated with it. Even as their souls are screaming for liberation.

When you unleash the full Torus in you, there is no one doing anything, other than letting go of the ego, which can also be a fear of the effect.

Of course ray 4 regulation is a positive thing that empathises with those locked  in the reality construct. But over regulation, if it's happening, is limiting too.

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There are two modes with me:

1. The field is moving through me and around me - I am not moving anything. Then I express in some way, often dance. I allow it to move. Sometimes ray 1 activates on its on as a feeling and expression. Sometimes I need to 'push' a little for things to move or notice something in my own consciousness that makes things stuck, so there is a reflection for me, then too ray 1 comes through - focus and some 'pushing'. Like when surrender is not enough to allow the stuff to move through, or move into the experience or move consciousness in, then there IS a kind of stuck and 'viscous' moment which if I stay there enough, sometimes I stop breathing there or exhale more and more, while the knot in me and the field unravels further, then inhale happens. Or I just keep my awareness there and breath through it. Or feel to move in a certain way. This includes when something from the field as if passes through and out. It is like being a tunnel.

2. When the movement inside me moves the field. I have this energy moving from down or up through me and then radiates though me and I feel it is some kind of influx, harmonising, transcending, balancing or uplifting. Then I usually just make sure not to interfere, but let it flow freely.

But really, gradually I get the feeling that there is no difference. Eventually I feel it all inside anyway. But in both cases I don't do anything on purpose there. Recently, also after your reflections I've been thinking that maybe I AM too passive and waiting for things to happen on their own. Somehow I decided that when things just happen then it is probably best and that then I won't risk bringing in stuff that will just mess it, like my own distortions, judgment or control. 

Maybe I could catalyse stuff better if I were less mistrusting in myself and being less careful to not make mistakes. Definitely there is some exploration to go through.

Thank you, Open

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Yulia - that IS being on the train!
Of course it's not a physical journey to anywhere.
It's the constant conscious choice.
Then everything elevates around you.
The key thing I can reflect is to choose the boundaries.
When to engage, when to withdraw.
It's all about fulfilling your own vibration, which of course has many facets.
Sometimes you'll be empathic, sometimes catalytic.
To be the most effective cataylst is to be able to empathise, especially with the field.
Do you feel yourself moving the field?
Surrender into it, but when you hit the boundary, look for the ray 1, bring it through.
Then you elevate it.

Much love and respect

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Hi Open,

Thank you for the stream. So cool <3

The first message for me is that it is okay not to succeed for the first time or for a while and try again. You wrote somewhere that the path is defined by mistakes and being lost and learning on the way. That's great!

Concerning following the soul and the split between the 'worlds' - at the moment I wonder whether this is possible to stay in the density, noise and all that bombardment and still stay open and connected. How much can I accept and soften into, also how much is too much. I make sure I have a quiet place to back to and recover. With that I hold the question is it right to stay within it at all and have a feeling that at some point the time for me will come to move away from it. In general, I just pay attention to the next step, without 'forcing'. I found that letting go is not something that can be done artificially or prematurely, it has to ripen out of experience, so even though I know the situation is temporary and I might 'cut it out', instead I wait and watch, learn and trust myself that I will know when the time is right and when changing the something is what wants to happen. Not because I judge, try to escape, not because I want to control the way and speed of my growth, not because I am in a hurry or it is hard to accept the knowing that something is not 'perfect'/aligned, not even because I already know what the attachment is and want to 'fix it'. There is this ability to stay within things as they are, while working with it all just for the sake of it and not to get somewhere, sometimes not even to understand anything, and the sense of knowing that the next step will appear.

The point is that even though the train is leaving the station and I might not make it in time, I make sure I don't have intention to 'make it' and just 'do my thing' at every moment as best I can.






We had some technology problems last night with the live stream - found myself talking to myself for an hour - LOL - but then managed to fix it and share, what I feel is a really essential view on where the energy stands in the Shift right now and how it will effect you and the choices you make going forwards. Do share your views...

Hi Open, last weekend I hit what I came to realise was kharma on a large scale. I spent almost a day feeling totally unable to do anything and on the second day it started to dawn on me that the stress and fear was all kharmic. That all my beliefs and fears came from the same event...Sirius. That I could see where I had manifest another event when I first arrived on earth and by the end of the the second day I cleared it ....spent another day integrating it and wow. I felt as though I was living in someone else's head. Things are happening around me and I feel very different. 120 million years of kharma in a weekend. Much love Heather

In reply to by Heather Floyd

Hi Heather,

When I read your comment it seemed to ring a bell for me, not sure how but it was a feeling I got. Would you feel comfortable sharing a bit more detail of your experience with me, either on this site or privately via my email? 

I give my permission for it to be forwarded to you. Namaste.

And Open, thankyou for what you shared, it was very timely and illuminating for me as I was feeling a bit lost.

I tried the bow this am and cried through most of it, though it was kinda hard whilst being all crunched up. I dont seem to be able to feel the lightness streaming through. Am I missing something?or does it take time to feel it? Any help on this would be greatly appreciated. Thankyou.


Zee 🌳🐎